It wouldn't be a post from me if it wasn't at least a day late, would it? 🥲 but here's *most* of the rest of the pics in the cow maid outfit- and yes I did say most, because I actually decided to take some more in the mirror after realizing how much I liked them 💗 I'll be looking through those and putting them up soon, but to avoid missing my own deadline I'll just say that they'll be up sometime this weekend!
In the meantime, by viewing these pics you're hereby obligated to have at LEAST a couple dirty thoughts about having a fun free-use housemaid. 😚
No more crazy breaks. 🥺 I'm sorry I can't promise more than that right now, but this will at least be the last time I let myself go more than a week without posting. This past year it just feels like I'm playing whack-a-mole trying to fix all these little crises that keep popping up in my life, but I also know that I'm fortunate for many reasons and that things could *always* be worse so I'm still trying to keep my head up for now. So yeah thanks again for being here, and here's a silly little vid to lighten things up 💕
Hi, missed me? 🥺 I'm sorry yet again for this most recent break, I truly have been feeling better for the most part mentally (yay!) *but* I've still been dealing with a lot of anxiety- this week in particular was one where I really wasn't feeling the most confident, and so while I'm not proud of my sudden absence, I'm trying to be grateful that I'm feeling good enough about these pictures to share them now. I really hope you like the fun mirror angles in the last few shots! ✨
New week, new chance to try and get a little further with my goals. Thank you as always, for being here while I work on things, and I hope we have a great week ahead 💕
Just a short, teasy vid 😚 with a slightly better fish tank view! Ignore the bits of plant glue that haven't been dealt with by me or the filter yet lol. My second fish (besides the blue one at the top left) is a little orange guy if you can find him! I have since taken the blue background cover that came on the tank off, and I feel like it looks much better now but alas that's for another update!
Sorry it took me a bit to get them up, but I did take some more "aquarium" pics with the nicer camera 💙 I should also have a short vid to go with it later! 😚
If I've mastered anything, it's falling asleep after promising a post... 😭 but here's what I MEANT to post last night- I set up a new aquarium! I already have two much smaller ones, but this is my first "big" (25 gallon) tank, so I'm super excited! I decided to sell my snake after having some money issues last month, and it had me pretty bummed for a bit but it also gave me the opportunity to invest a little of the money into something new. 🐠
I bought the tank and stand secondhand about 2 weeks ago, and the rest of the supplies over the last week- most excitingly, I just got to put the first 2 fish! A betta from a previous tank, and a... "platy"? A cute little orange guy that the pet store assistant recommended when I was buying more plants. I'm going to try to take some higher quality pics today 😚 but not necessarily of the aquarium...
It's not technically still the 1st, but my sleep schedule's a lil goofy right now so bear with me- just popping in before I sleep to start the month with some cute pics I took recently in my kitty ears and the the plug I was gifted! 🐈⬛
Thank you for the supportive comments on my last post. 🥺💕
Sooo I know it's been a while, but I'm super excited to be sharing my first 'real' vid in a bit. 🥺 featuring me playing with one of the plugs I was so kindly gifted from my wishlist recently, please feel free to let me know what you think! 🐈⬛
It honestly sorta took me the whole weekend to muster the courage to post this after finishing it, but I'm just happy and grateful that I think my self image is working back to a place where I can feel good about this stuff again. 💕 I doubt I could say that without all the support and encouragement I've been lucky enough to receive here, and I hope you can celebrate with me by enjoying this video! And hopefully many more to come 😚
I also didn't really realize how many messages had been adding up over the last few weeks of me not having the energy to talk- and so truthfully I haven't made as much progress as I'd like in getting through them, but I'm *hoping* to be all caught up before this weekend so if you're waiting on a response from me you should be seeing it by then! You can always leave a comment under posts like this as well to let me know if there's something I urgently need to check. Anyway... as always, I hope to the person reading this that you have a fantastic day or night. Thank you, always, for being here to support me in a time like this 💞
Extra grateful for the days that I do to feel good about myself lately 💕 self image issues are tough but like everything else, I'm just working on bettering things one day at a time. Thank you to everyone who left kind comments on my last post. 🥺
I'm just going to aim to post 2-3 times a week for now, and I'm going to try and get through all of my messages this weekend! 😚
Long post, but you only have to read the first two short paragraphs if you don't really care for personal stuff! So first off I hope that for everyone who celebrates, you got to enjoy a very merry and pleasant Christmas! And even if you don't celebrate or, like me, maybe did not have the best time this year... you still have these pics! ❤️
I haven't gotten to check them yet, but thank you to those were so thoughtful as to send me a message wishing me happy holidays. 🥺 I also just lowered my sub price to 6.99 a month (from $10) to account for my change in page activity lately, the lack of activity will hopefully not last too long but the price will be here a while! ✨
I'd love to say that my inactivity has been a refreshing break or something constructive, but being truthful my lack of posting is because I've just hit a point in my mental health struggle, specifically with self esteem, where I'm not feeling happy or comfortable with myself/my body most days anymore, or *any* days lately. I know getting help is important at this point and I'm working towards that financially and logistically, but getting proper treatment for the specific things I deal with is complicated and in the meantime unfortunately it's hard for me to promise anything content wise or for my page; I don't have an hour of the day that isn't affected by my symptoms right now, and quite frankly to anyone who doesn't have experience with a severe mental illness I cannot describe what it's like to have it consuming your thoughts. Like LIVING a scary video game or a nightmare when everyone else is living their calm, peaceful reality next to you. I live in constant helplessly irrational, overpowering and often crippling fear of 'the worst' thing every moment of every day, even on the days that I'm committing all I have to positive thoughts and "good vibes". And I feel like I have an objectively easy, nice life, but I'm not really able to really appreciate that or much of anything right now because I'm permanently exhausted by the paralyzing anxiety, paranoia, and general neuroticism that sticks with me from the moment I wake up to the moment I fall asleep. I hate being so dark about things, but I also can't bear thinking anyone sees my absence as not caring or anything like that. I care more than I can express about this page and those I've met here, I just haven't felt in control of much at all lately and need to work on getting back to myself before I have the energy to fully function and tend to most things in my life again. I will never judge anyone for unsubscribing to fulfill their needs elsewhere if my sporadic posting doesn't cut it in the meantime, I'm simply grateful for the support I've gotten in the first place and will be *trying* to keep it positive from now on. Thank you for everything. ❤️❣️
Just being cozy and silly 💛 sorry for not being here most of the week, it's been... another kinda neurotic one lol. But I've also been finding things that help a lot recently, like using a planner with all my basic daily tasks on it to keep me kinda productive/scheduled and also just give me something to be proud of! Little steps. 🥺
I'm also going to be lowering my sub price soon, I'm not sure to what or whether it will be temporary or indefinite but just something I wanted to announce! 🎁
Just showing off a cute new set I spoiled myself with 🐻 before I spoil *you* with naughtier pics in it!
p.s the panties are mesh and the fabric is all very thin. it's great at capturing little details 😚
Yeah lingerie is great but let's not forget about the uh, SUPER SEXY DINO SOCKS of course 🦕🦖
In all seriousness, just wearing cute or cozy stuff always instantly puts me in a better mood. 🧸 if you've ever bought me something fuzzy, I will remember it forever! 💕
I'm back 🥺💕
I took some time to try and process things and do what I could to to handle/cope with the family situation, but I don't want to let it take any more time or energy away from me if I can. It might be a bit before I'm feeling entirely like myself again, but I'm gonna do my best to get there!
I also apologize to anyone who I fell through on in my absence regarding customs/previously agreed obligations/messages in general, but I'll be making up for anything that should've been done in the last week, this coming week. thank you for understanding and being here, as always 💖
Let me know what you think of the set! I feel like I don't wear 'true' lingerie often but I was pleasantly surprised by how cute I felt in this ☺️ I have the garters (I think that's what they're called?) on backwards intentionally cause I thought the hearts were cuter on my butt hehe. 🍑
I meant to post this yesterday, but I hope it's still worth the wait ☺️ just a lil touching/rubbing myself cause I felt cute with my new socks! Please don't mind the hair, I'm growing it out for just a bit currently 😚💕
Hope you aren't too tired of my butt yet! 🥺
Recently onlyfans has gone through and removed several of my posts on short notice, quite frankly faster than I could even attempt to comply with what they were asking me to fix for them to remain up. They are changing rules every couple weeks lately... Unfortunately one of the posts removed was my master list of free videos (why?! ugh), as well as several videos themselves, so I am especially sorry to newer subs who weren't able to use that at all or missed out on content.
I don't even know everything that has been removed, because the links they provide do not work to see the post since it's already GONE. It's very disheartening and not the first hurtful blow from Onlyfans this year, but I will be doing my best to move forward from it, and I can only apologize and ask you guys to bear with me while I attempt to reconstruct what I *can* of what they've deleted and perhaps move the rest over to FansIy or another more creator-friendly site. Still, I want to take a second and thank you all for being here with me throughout this rocky road, I couldn't be more grateful for the support I get here even *if* I'm not getting it from the site itself, haha. 🥰❤️
EDIT: I should probably announce that I have also heard from MANY creators who have had their accounts suddenly suspended recently with little to no provocation and no follow up communication from onlyfans. If I disappear... I love you guys, I'm sorry, it will NOT be my own doing 🙁 I don't know what is going on with this site lately. If you're curious I definitely encourage you to read some of the complaints being posted about them on sites like TrustPilot (which allows you to 'review' sites)... It isn't looking pretty for onlyfans. 😅
Going the putting up some new pics later tonight, and a cute 1 min vid (tiny preview above) that goes with it sometime tomorrow! For now...just a lil butt wiggle! 🍑
Got a lil sidetracked but still making sure to post this before bed 💕 so d'you like the variety of different mirror pic angles here? I tried to do a lil bit of everything! 😚
I added extra light in front of me halfway through taking these, so please excuse any variation in lighting throughout the pics! 💡
bedtime for this bunny! 🐇🥱 sorry for low qual, had to zoom to crop out my bathroom hehe
just got through a bunch more messages, i'll be catching up on the last of them and also posting some new pics tomorrow! 💕 but for now, I just hope this leaves you thinking about "rabbit holes"... 😚💭
Oh, all the things I could be doing with my mouth... 😋
Thank you for all the kind / supportive messages recently, especially after my last post. 🥺❤️ going to try and get to lots of them tonight!
And of course I fell asleep early last night lol. But 20 delays later, I'm very pleased to finally be able to share one of my favorite sets I've taken in a while! Thank you tons to the fan who was sweet enough to buy this tail off of my wishlist, I seriously can't get enough of it... 💕 This set was also bigger than I realized, and it honestly took a bit just to figure out how to *arrange* 30 different pics/clips. I hope you can enjoy every one of them! Looking back I wish I'd used my hands more in most of the shots, but I still think they turned out cute and this will probably be my favorite post for a while. 😚 let me know what you think! I'm also considering making a little vid of me inserting/playing with the plug itself if there's enough love for this post. 🥺
Eeeeeee I am once again apologizing for not being able to stick to my attempted schedule >.< more about that below optionally, but first I wanna say that I will for sure both be sending rebillers the promised exclusive clip, and also posting the whole pic/short clip set, TONIGHT. I really don't mean for everything to end up being pushed back lately, I'm just trying to do my best through not-the-best times 🥺 In the meantime though, here's a little teaser... don't mind the clothes on the floor please!
And more on the schedule inconsistency lately, for anyone who is interested: I don't want or mean to make *everything* about mental health. But truthfully for me lately, even when I'm putting in concerted effort (planning/planners and lists, reminders, positive thoughts, attempts to eat better and exercise, etc) towards being productive and getting "better", it can still be a struggle for me to accomplish the bare minimum most days recently. Because of the mental health issues I deal with on a daily basis, my emotions, mood and even my energy all feel very volatile at all times, with me at the whim of whether it will be a calm and 'normal' day or a severe one. It's honestly hard to even keep myself awake for even half the day sometimes because the stress/toll it takes can be so exhausting, which is weird to think at my age. But please know that I'm still trying! And beyond that, planning to seek professional help and likely resume meds that helped in the past soon.
I don't know if I'll be able to get therapy/insurance for another month or so (I've been financially supporting my roommate while they're between jobs) but until then I've been trying to employ little tools that help me, things like using more lists and reminders to help me get important things done since even brushing my teeth and eating are easy to skip on hard days, let alone remembering to post and respond to messages on several sites and all. I'm taking baby steps but I AM always working towards some sort of progress! Some days things get derailed or I'm just a little too stressed to handle whatever I had planned but those days are decreasing slowly and I'm going to try to keep it that way. Thank you to everyone who has been around and supported me through any part of it- I'm continuously grateful every little step of the way, every day 💗💕
I fell asleep early and made this more of a "tomorning" than "tonight" post (it's totally 5 am here now... oops), but I hope you're still excited to see it! 💕
And already said it in the video, but please excuse my awkwardly messy hair today lol 😅
I'll be sending a cute clip to preview *today's* post to rebillers a lil later, too! Sorry rebill goodies have been few and far between, but I'm going to work on getting more little things sent out here and there to show my appreciation for all of my amazing long term subs ❤️
Just some preview pics for tonight's post 💜 (remember to click to enlarge if you're on mobile like me!)
The tail set should be up tomorrow too, it's a pretty big one and took me a bit just to look through and pick from let alone crop/touch up! It's 200% one of my favs to have taken in a while though 🥰❤️
"fucking like rabbits" never seemed so fitting after trying this little outfit on... 🐇
So I ended up going with a picture set instead of a video for now since I actually ended up having my period this week (sorry!), *but* I may have a short vid to post with this tomorrow if I can get my camera to upload it properly! Regardless, I do also have a super cute set in one of my new tails with some pics AND a couple clips that I'll be posting soon as well 😚💕 I'm happy I did get to do some sort of halloween-themed post though, and I hope you like seeing me bent over in my little bunny tail!
