βπ€ tempered lil imp π€β ~ pt 3
~ββ‘ββ€ END β€ββ‘β~
the main event as they might say!
finally have this one out of the way now new stuff can come through! hope you still liked it as i was relly proud of it at the time! excited to get back into making content!!
recently ive been rewatching the carebears because it's one of my comfort shows. thankyou to the kind friend of mine who got me the whole series! π₯Ίπ
people keep telling me to open up an easy for my jewelry, but im not relly interested in selling them atm. more just a fun hobby for me. im not sure i could keep up with demand anyways haha.
anyhoozle that's enough from me today, so long as things go right ill be posting again tomorrow too! don't expect me to start posting every day tho! im just trying to get ahead of my queue. im sure yalls don't mind seeing my content come out faster anyways haha.
loveya lotsa, stay positive and keep thinking good thoughts!
βπ€ tempered lil imp π€β ~ pt 2
[early post to clear up queue]
"spare some candy for this lil gobbo?"
i did my first shoot back yesterday and am excited to post it for you guys but i have to get this set out of the way first. ive been spending a bit of time lately on my new instagram for my jewelry. if youre interested in what ive been up to come check me out @ lildreamjewelry !
my body is definitely going to have to get used to doing these poses again, it kinda hurt to do my most recent shoot. im deff out of shape from my trip haha!
sending yalls all my good thoughts and all my positive vibes!! keep smiling and stay golden! βΊοΈπ
ββ‘β Rinne on location 2 ββ‘β
i was really in love with this rubber ducky suite! it was so fun to take pictures in!! βΊοΈ
i just got home yesterday after my long trip. it was so nice and so lovely at the end. spending time by myself making jewelry really helped ease my stress, and spending time with my friend also helped keep me bright and cheery!
i might go back in September if i have a lil extra cash by then, but most of my money is now being saved towards my move. just so everyone knows, the money going into my fansly wallet will all be going towards my eventual move next year. if you want to buy me something more personal or donate to my monthly allowance feel free to dm me about it! but never feel pressured to send me money. it's going to take alot of time and effort on my part in order to make that deadline but i don't want people to empty their wallets just to help me. make sure you care for yourself first!!!
anyhoozle for the next little bit ill be settling back into my life again. hopefully ill be back to making proper content again soon.
sending you all my good thoughts and all my positive vibes!! happy weekend!!!
πͺ»π· rinne on location π·πͺ»
[delayed post due to poor internet]
i made it safely to the AirBnB. the flight was rough and scary but im here now. ive been having such a good time so far just relaxing and ive started making beaded jewelry so that's been lots of fun! my friend has also been relly sweet and fun to hang with. it's so nice just living by myself even if only for 2 weeks haha.
that's the dream.. in a year i hope to move into my own place right around here in Alberta. it's going to take alot of time and hard work to save up for this move so yalls are gonna see me working my butt off when i get back home!
wellp heres some pictures i took because i felt cute in my new BnB. [ tho ive since switched to another BnB for my last week ]
please dont forget to have good thoughts and positive vibes!!
βπ€ tempered lil imp π€β ~ pt 1
"you think you can just win me over of you give me some candy? well.. you're right!"
hey guys it's the last Friday of me being with my family. which is very sad for me since our time together is coming to a close, but before i go home im going to go relax in an airBnB for a couple weeks. ill still be posting regularly to Twitter and posting Fridays here, but i won't be able to start posting more regularly on here until i get home and settled. im relly sorry that ive not been as responsive as of late but i hope yalls are understanding my inability to do so at this time. i do try to respond when i can but if i don't get to you right away it doesn't mean i don't lub ya.
ive had a couple bad days recently but im pushing through them and trying to keep going. intrusive thoughts can relly be buttheads at times. i relly wish yalls clear minds from all the chaos because it's so nice when it is.
thankyou to everyone for all the birthday wishes. im another year older as of the 23rd. its nice to have a future to look forward to, because in my past ive been alot more hopeless and helpless to the world. im trying to look at it more positively instead of thinking about the fact im getting older.
wellp im sending you my good thoughts and positive vibes so you can go into this weekend nice and happy! i hope your weekend can refresh you and that you can be more prepared for next week!
hoi, im Sarinna or Rinne for short!
here is a lil about myself..
ima shy frail bean stuck in bed all day due to my condition. i have something called Ehlers Danlos Syndrome. i also have developmental delays and learning disabilities that sorta hold back my mental maturity. i spend most of my day if not working on content, laying in bed resting my body and watching youtube. on weekends i used to go visit and help my family but they have moved now so i just take them for myself.
ive been through alot in my life, ive seen the worst in the world but i really still try to see the best in people. i try my best to greet every day and everyone with a smile. i try to be kind and help those in need when i can because i feel like if we all were a little nicer to eachother the world would be a better place. not to say im the perfect person, that im all wonderful and always giving but i can say i try my best to be a good person and i think that trying is what matters most. i want to spread love, light, and color to our world, radiate positivity so others can feel it too. i feel if i can share my struggles and my happy moments with you then maybe you can relate more to me and understand me more. understand that im more than just a cute face in a photograph.
i like to express myself in how i dress, so my style is fluid and personal. i dress how i want in my bedroom and out of my bedroom, in shoot and out of shoot. i try to have fun with my wardrobe and really create something that brings me joy to wear. i don't usually dress to impress anyone other than myself but if i impress someone then that's a bonus! actually in real life i get frowned upon alot because of my bright colors but i try not to let those people get me down. having you guys and your support really means alot, i feel so comfy and happy being able to share what i love with you. i hope to keep making content that you enjoy while still being myself in the process.
wellp anyhoozle das me blabbering on. have good thoughts and positive vibes!
ππ lil elf in space β¨οΈ.β’ πΈβ’ .β’βΒ°β’ ~
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my poor other mothers health has been declining rapidly while ive been here, and there isn't much we can do but try to make her comfortable. it's been stressful and tiring taking care of everyone but rewarding as well because i love my family. looking at the days passing by and it's hard not to be sad when i go. not even 2 weeks left before i fly to Calgary to stay with my friend for a couple weeks. it will be nice to decompress in the air bnb while also getting in some much needed fun with my friend. im excited to go see my friend and to have all that time to relax before i go home, but again im mixed. left feeling a lil blue when i think about it too much. it's the last time i will see my family until i move to Calgary next year. im not sure if i can handle it but what else can i do?
my computer parts are gonna be here next week meaning hopefully ill get my computer up and running before im off to Calgary. in the meantime they lent me a temp computer which is archaic and lacks the ability to hook up my headset or Bluetooth.. but it's a computer! lol
my birthday is coming up fast now, but i can almost not believe it.. the 23rd... i feel like an ageless being, and honestly i wanna be considered as such hehe π€
wellp im signing off for this evening, sending you lots of love and all my good vibes! stay positive and think good thoughts, we are gonna make it through this!!! βΊοΈπ
wellp im sending
ππ Lil elf in Lala Land ~ pt 3 β~ END
ββ‘ "do you think i have cute feet?" β‘β
we cleaned up all the garbage in the yard and now it looks all nice and pretty. the sunny days have been so great as well. ive been spending my mornings outside with my tea. it's really quite pleasant. ive also been out there drawing in the afternoon too.
im really enjoying this one commission im currently working on, ive been adding lots of cute things and lots of sparkles. ive also been touching back to my roots a bit by revamping how i used to draw eyes when i was younger and mixing them with how i draw them now. it's really been quite alot of fun, and a nice de-stresser.
my computer is still in repairs and will be for atleast another 3 weeks rip but atleast when i get it back it will be hopefully working better than it ever did. next week ill be picking up a temporary loan computer from the repair guys so ill atleast have something to do for the next couple weeks. ive really been craving league if im being fully honest, and the friends i play it with as well.
wellp im sending you lots of love and all my good vibes!! βΊοΈπ
ππ Lil elf in Lala Land ~ pt 2β~
"you're the golden inlay to my sunny day"
hi hi hi!! i am still alive!! the trip so far is going well but im suuuuper duuuper exhausted like fr fr. my family is relly not doing well so im happy im here to help, but it's deff gonna take alot out of me. on the bright side i don't need to buy a new computer!.. i just need to pay 440 in repairs fml. atleast it will be working better than ever!.. it will just take almost a month so that means i might not get it back before i go home.. anyhoozle its wut its as i say.
im relly hoping to go back to west edmonton mall again for my birthday! ive been finding lots of cute stuff at Ardennes and thrift stores! im relly excited to make more jewelry, i bought a bunch of beads and thread and im gonna make bracelets!! βΊοΈ
thats whats been going on in my brain lately. i hope that life is treating yalls well!!
sending you all my good thoughts and all my positive vibes!! so much love from me to you. βΊοΈπ
ππ Lil elf in Lala Land ~ pt 1β~
"you're the golden inlay to my sunny day"
I FINISHED THE BIG COMMISSION I WAS WORKING ON FOR LIKE 11 MONTHS!! im so elated to be finally done and i think i can happily say im proud of it. which is a hard thing to do as an artist. the commissioner was so kind and patient and sweet and if it wasn't for that i think i would have given up a long time ago. i won't be taking on anymore art commissions for a bit until im ready again haha.
on another note, im flying out tomorrow to see my family!! my big trip is finally here! thanks to you guys i was able to make this possible. i can't express enough how grateful i am for each and every one of you.
my birthday is coming up and normally i don't like to think about it, but this trip has given me something to look forward to. it should go without saying that for the next month and a half ill be on hiatus on and off posting while on my trip. if you wanna keep more up to date with me on my day to days i do try to post daily on my twitter.
thank yalls for being so wonderful to me, im sending you all my good thoughts and all my positive vibes!! have a wonderful weekend and a great may!!!
π lil cherry baby doll π ~ β BONUS β
|| TW: Expressions of fear ||
"y-youre scaring me..!"
i hope yalls are having a wonderful weekend! im sending you beams of love energy in hopes you will go on to have a wonderful week. think good thoughts and spread positive vibes! βΊοΈπ
π lil cherry baby doll π ~ pt 2 β END β
β‘ just a silly lil dolly all dressed up for you!
trying not to feel paranoid and anxious about the whole hacking thing.. its really got me down and the fact that i might need to buy a whole new laptop is relly depressing for me. im barely scraping by as it is, i don't have the money to spend on a new laptop but alas it's needed.. my friend is gonna try his best to wipe my laptop clean but if he cant then that's the end of it. new computer it is. ive gotta call and put a lock on my information so nobody tries to take out any cards or anything in my name. it's all one big mess.
today i went on a walk to clear my head and 3 different guys creeped on me. one of them followed me for a min, another one was trying to talk to me out of his car like he wanted a date, and one was just majorly leering at me and talked to me in a creepy voice. needless to say the world scares me and im happy to be home.
my trip is coming up relly fast and im so nervous about it. with this whole hacking thing im so unprepared. π₯Ί
im tryna stay positive, sending yalls my good thoughts. loveya lotsa! πππ
π lil cherry baby doll π ~ pt 1
β‘ just a silly lil dolly all dressed up for you!
wow so um.. alot has happened since my last post RIP all my stuff was hacked on Sunday which thank goodness my friend helped me get my stuff back and lock it all down. had to change all my passwords and reset my computer to get rid of the Trojan. it was really quite awful.
Saturday was nice tho! i spent the evening playing murder mystery with my moms friends dressed up as a Russian ballerina. i won best dressed! also 3-way tied for best actor. it was really such a blast! too bad it was soured by the following days events. think positive rinne! think positive!
my big trip is coming up fast, im a lil worried about how things will be financially over there especially with how little im making rn but im sure it will all work out.. π₯²
just gotta stay positive it will all work out in the end. speaking of positivity im sending my best to you, all my love and all my good vibes! remember to think good thoughts and ill hopefully be posting again on friday! π
ππ not so peppy lil princess ~ pt 4
~β’Β°β‘ END β‘Β°β’~
[CONTENT WARNING expressions of fear]
this week has been hell.. my sister guilt tripped me into going and helping her out again this weekend and it's thrown all my plans out the window and my week has been so busy because of this. im just happy i was finally able to do my Easter shoot today. it went well i think but im super exhausted and now tomorrow i gotta pack for my trip and clean my room. ill be posting my Easter set all throughout Easter long weekend so be sure to keep your eyes out and your eggs peeled! βΊοΈ
obviously because of my sister i won't be doing my twitch stream tomorrow, but i hope to resume again next week.
sending you all my good thoughts, whatever thoughts i have left after my brain friend.. and all my positive vibes, whatever energy i have left to give. it's just one of those weeks haha don't forget my love too! i hope the rest of the week goes better for us all. ππ
ππ peppy lil pastel princess ~ pt 3
~ she's a silver lining,
climbing on your desire ~ π΅
yesterday's stream went well! i had a good time playing league for you guys and chatting up a storm. im always nervous when i have to talk on the spot but it's always worth it to be engaged with you guys. next week id like to maybe do another art stream or something.
window shopping for cute stuff again today im starting to piece together what im hoping to turn into a milk maid outfit! lotsa other cute things ive been seeing too, but im mega broke rn while i save for my trip. so i won't be able to do it any time soon π₯²
its honestly gonna be a bit tough going back to spending less. i have all these bills to keep track of on top of rent and what money im making from fansly is going towards my trip.. why flights gotta be so expensive? π
otherwise im doing okay, gotta get my Easter stuff ready for a cute lil bunny shoot for yalls. relly hope i can make yalls smile this year!!
sending you all my good thoughts and all my positive vibes! i hope you have a wonderful weekend!! βΊοΈπ
ππ peppy lil pastel princess ~ pt 2
~ she's a silver lining,
climbing on your desire ~ π΅
look out! it's me! im coming for your candy!! im finally starting to feel a bit better again! this means im hoping to start posting more! im gonna try to start posting Wednesdays and Fridays now so hopefully yalls will be happy with seeing a lil bit more of me. im relly hoping to get an Easter shoot done soon, but if it's late you're gonna have to forgive me. life's been a rollercoaster, one thing after another, but im recovering again and that's what matters.
i did a new shoot today in my old fluffy blue sweater that should be ready some time next week hopefully. also still have a few more stuff in store so keep your mind ready.
im relly thankful and grateful to everyone who has and is sticking with me through all the turbulances i have faced. whether you stay subbed or you watch from afar you are greatly apreciated by me. it's all of yalls that make this worth it, it's yalls who make it fun. i love sharing with you guys.
wellp that's all i got for you today, ill be back again friday!! love ya lotsa!!
sending all my good vibes!!! βΊοΈπ
ππ peppy lil pastel princess ~ pt 1
~ she's a silver lining,
climbing on your desire ~ π΅
helping my sister should have gone well enough but she didn't think to tell me her baby would be sick and now ofc im sick too.. to top it all off i got some really terrible news over last weekend that really fucked with me.. im so worried about my family... i really wish my well wishes would be enough but i feel so helpless...
thankfully ive been surrounding myself with people who love and support me and it's been helping me get through these tough times. idk how sane id be if it wasn't for my friends and my medication.. i just keep thanking myself for upping my meds when i had the chance.
i was super sick yesterday but i still managed to get an art stream in. i hope that those who watched relly enjoyed it because it was fun but also super exhausting. id like to do more art streams in the future they are just very tiring for me.
wellp that's it for me tonight, doing my best and wishing yall the best. think good thoughts and spread positive vibes!! see you around! ππ
ππ lil pastel strawberry dream
~π pt 3 β’ END π~
weeks be going by like a blur.. idk even what im doing sometimes anymore.. but i had a good stream yesterday and i made the most of the day by also doing a shoot afterwards! (soon to come) i have customs to do next week so im getting back on track. i had to deep clean our bathroom today and so im pretty exhausted as im typing this.. the men in my house are so gross... ugh but it's clean! and how did my mom thank me? by raging at me for no reason. i cant wait to move out of here. π₯²
im still having those terrible nightmares but during the day ive been so happy lately! im starting to surround myself with people who make me feel good and bring me joy who i also can bring happiness to as well. its just relly nice to be able to put time into my friends again. π
ill be nannying my sisters baby again tomorrow so that will be fun.
wellp anyhoozle, im sending you my positive energy and good vibes! i hope you have a blessed weekend!! βΊοΈπ
ππ lil pastel strawberry dream
~π pt 2 π~
ive been so exhausted lately but im powering through. i had a relly busy day on Wednesday traveling to get my meds and shopping while i waited to see the doctors. even got some therapy and walking in. Thursday i had a great stream (after the abundance of technical difficulties) we had alot of fun playing League as i always do.
im thinking i may stream again tomorrow but on fansly this time. my family is out of town and ill have the house to myself.. keep your eye out for me!
ive honestly had some things irl that are slowing me down a bit but im happy to say im getting through them. sending you all my good thoughts and all my positive vibes! have a wonderful weekend!! βΊοΈπ
ππ lil pastel strawberry dream
~π pt 1 π~
aaaah it's been so long and im sorry! i went on this emergency trip to help my sister on Vancouver Island so i had to uber through a snowstorm and ferry to go help her watch her kids so she could go to court on Monday. problem was she made it a little hard for me to leave and used me to my fullest extent. im truly very drained and just so happy to be home i could almost cry. thankyou to everyone for being so patient with me through these times. i was just finally settling into making content again.. and the worst part is? she convinced me to go back because she has another court date and it's important she gets there. i have a hard time saying no to someone in need...
wellp im home now and i helped my sister and in the end that's all that matters.
i got this lovely new cardigan and i love it so much i wear it every day! so be prepared to see it in more shoots! βΊοΈ
sending you all my love and all my positive vibes! have a great weekend!!
just realized i was so sleepy last night i didn't make this available for followers too! that has been corrected. now everyone should be able to see! βΊοΈπ