ππ Sweet lil Dreams π«
[transferred from pβcketstars]
ngl ive relly been struggling these past few months but i finally got my meds upped so hopefully my moods will be better from here on. i don't like being on higher doses because i feel like i lose a lil of myself but it needs to be done atleast for now. ive been struggling with dark thoughts creeping back in and my dreams have been reflecting that.. i relly want to get back to making content but it's hard when i feel so low.. i hope to stream next week to maybe help boost my mood.
ive got so many new accessories and other cute things that are sooo perfect for future outfits so it's gonna be lots of fun when i do get back into it!
anyways i hope yalls had a good week and are enjoying your weekend so far! sending you my good thoughts and my positive vibes. ππ
couldnt sleep, lets play a lil! π
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i got home a bit ago and have just been trying to settle in. my tension has been high and my emotions have gone rampant. im struggling alot mentally rn but im doing my best to put on a brave face.. trying not to self isolate but when i am upsetting everyone all the time it's hard not to wanna. i just want to be in my own space where i can just wallow and not have to worry about others..
im sorry if i haven't been so responsive lately im really going through alot but im trying my best. i hope to resume making content in early February but i can't decide exactly when until im feeling im ready.
until then im sending you all my love and energy i hope you all feel loved and happy as you deserve to be. thinking good thoughts. π₯Ίπ
πβ lil winter wishes βπ
hello cuties im so sorry it's been so long again im still so sick because after i was finally starting to get better someone visited the house and brought another flu in with them. it's been so awful to me, my body hurts ive been getting sick in the mornings at the beginning, im hallucinating things at night like dark figures and dancing bears. im a total mess rn..
not even to mention my mental state.. which im not going to get into deeply but im not in the best headspace rn...
because of being sick still i had to delay my flights again. today was supposed to be the day i got home but now it's not gonna be for another week and a half. hoping by then ill finally be feeling better.
i relly just wanna go home π
im mustering up what little energy i have and im beaming my love out to you all. i hope the holidays have been treating you well and that the new year brings you happiness! sending you all my good thoughts and all my positive vibes! π
ππ lil party princess π« ~ pt 3
~β’Β°β‘ outdoor Shoot β‘Β°β’~ [ END ]
aaaaah im so so very sorry it's taken me so long to make this post! ive been so very ill for the past week and a half and it's taken alot out of me. im praying that i get well soon so that i can get back to being more responsive and stuff but until then i hope you can be patient and understanding.
it makes me so sad that ive been so sick because i had plans to do a Christmas shoot for you guys and now that will never happen. ive been so sick that i haven't been able to even play my switch.. we meant to go buy Christmas presents but were all so sick that it feels like that's never gonna happen. every day i think im getting better and then all of a sudden im hit with more sick. π
i really hope yalls have a wonderful Christmas, that you can feel loved and special by your friends and family. you are loved and you are special to me too. sending you all my good thoughts and all my positive vibes with lots of love too!
merry christmas! and happy holidays!
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ππ lil party princess π« ~ pt 2
~β’Β°β‘ Indoor Shoot β‘Β°β’~
today i bought myself a new plushy hes a giant blue triceratops and im still thinking up a gud name. i also bought a lil froggy squishmallow to go with my teeny one. the last couples days have been tough cuz ive been relly sensitive recently but im taking things day by day.
it helps to splurge on myself a lil to make myself feel better. i also caved and bought Disney dreamlight valley so im excited for that too.
anyhoozle im sending yalls all my good thoughts and all my positive vibes! βΊοΈπ
ππ lil party princess π« ~ pt 1
~β’Β°β‘ Indoor Shoot β‘Β°β’~
life hasn't been treating my family very kind recently so things have been very stressful here. to manage my stress ive been playing BoTW when im not working on art comms. im just so tired lately and everything hurts but i just try to keep positive. there is always a rainbow to be seen through the rain we just need a lil sunshine to guide us. ik that if we keep working hard and keep staying positive that eventually things will sort themselves out if we don't do the sorting ourselves. ive been having a bad experience with best buy recently so that's made me extra cranky because i hate customer service. so yeah, life is tough bla bla bla im done complaining. π
i really hope things will turn up for the better for all of us. sending you all my good energy and all my positive vibes! have a great weekend and a great week to come!! βΊοΈπππ
π€ Lil Skater Punk π€ [PPV]
~β’Β°β‘ Bondage β‘Β°β’~
[ resurrected from my PS ]
this includes 2 never before seen videos of me teasing my tiddies. if you wanna see me play with them then you might like these videos! also ofc some cute lil bj teases. all from my early pocketstar days.
if you like these videos and you wanna see more of the shoot please check out today's earlier posts. sending you lots of love and positive vibes! have a wonderful weekend! π
β’Β°π€ Lil Skater Punk π€Β°β’
~β’Β°β‘ Bondage β‘Β°β’~
[ resurrected from my PS ]
hi hi cuties! im sorry it's been so long since ive posted. things have gotten unbelievably worse here. not only must i stay here now until January but one of my family members was tricked into doing a dirty job for scammers. one that has gotten her in trouble with the police rn. thankfully she is cooperating with them so they see her as a victim too but it's all so messed up and waaay too much for me to handle. im in over my head and this isn't to mention that now one of their cats needs to go to the vet because all her fur is falling out and it's just too much. it's really suffocating being thrown into one thing after another and being the only person who can help financially. this was supposed to be a fun visit but now im here doing my best to keep food on their table, rent paid, animals healthy, and everyone happy. im in no means rich but i cant just stand by and watch as my family and loved ones suffer.. i honestly don't know what they are going to do when i go home. im doing my best to guide them as well as help them and im hoping that by the time i leave they will atleast have some form of footing.
please think good thoughts for us.
sending you my loving vibes. π₯Ίπ
π€ Captured a Lil Skater Punk π€
~β’Β°β‘ Bondage β‘Β°β’~
[ resurrected from my PS ]
today im resurrecting my lil skater punk shoot from my early pocketstars days when i first moved there from onlyfans. (when they threatened to ban me because i look young lmao)
more to come soon including the full shoot and a PPV set with an additional never before seen video that im sure yalls wud love to see. π
and for fans looking to sub, dont miss the black friday sale running until cyber monday! π€ππ€π
π a lil fun with pinku π
[ PPV ]
re-releasing these vids from my now defunct onlyfans. for those of you who remember it im sure you miss it, for those of you who have never seen these i relly hope you like them π₯Ίπ
~β’Β°β‘πΎ lil cheetah gurl πΎβ‘Β°β’~
[ private gift shoot ]
sorry it's bin a bit since i have properly shared my thoughts with yalls. ik along with that ive been posting less pics. ik yalls know and understand that im on my trip but i still feel guilty going so far in between talking to you..
recently ive been dealing with some things emotionally that have me a bit out so ive bin less interested in posting because it's very personal and ive just been really sad. i didn't wanna just come here whining and moping about each day looking for sympathy. idk ig you can consider that what im doing now, but im just wanting you guys to know i am okay, im just a lil sad and for unrelated reasons my family is sick and now my flights are being delayed a week just to be safe.
as much fun as ive had on this trip its relly taken its toll on me and not every part of it has been fun happy sunshine feelings. im trying my best tho.
ik i need to be better for you guys, for my friends, and for myself, but for the time being im just so drained and exhausted.
sending you all my good thoughts and all my positive vibes! π₯Ίπ
~β’Β°β‘π lil deadly teases πβ‘Β°β’~
π€ from your Undead lil Cheerleader π€
sending you my good thoughts and positive vibes! hope you have a wonderful weekend!! βΊοΈπ
im not sure if it will work but this is a test!
i hopefully made it so that all these photos can be viewed by my lovely followers too! βΊοΈπ
this will be good to know for future reference if i ever wanna make any more of my sets widely available.
much love and positive vibes! ππ
π lil neko maid dances π
some more vids i left until now to edit. hope you guys like them, im a lil insecure about my dancing but i love to dance anyways. π
ππ lil guardian angel π« ~ pt 5
~β’Β°β‘ END β‘Β°β’~
i show quite a bit more than i normally do and probz won't show so much like this again for a long while so i hope you like wut you see. π₯Ίπ
been working relly hard on this visual novel stuff so ive been pretty exhausted and busy. when im not working im helping my family and when it's not that i try to destress by playing video games. that's been my cycle rn just wake up, work, help family, work, game, sleep. sorry if i seem distant and spacey im just a lil lost in my the head this trip.
thankyou to everyone who sent me those kind donos i can't wait to show you the cute things i buy with them! βΊοΈπ
sending you all my love and positive vibes! hope you have a wonderful week! ππ
ππ lil guardian angel π« ~ pt 4
i almost died yesterday in a pretty serious go Karting accident. i didnt flip the vehicle thank the lord but i broke my visor off my helmet and sliced up my hand. also bruised my knuckles and jerked my shoulder a bad way but im otherwise okay! you are probably wondering how this could have happened? well.. me and my friend were racing and he was going so fast that he lapped me and i wanted to go faster to catch up. unfortunately for me i realized too late that i was going waaay too fast around the corner. i ended up slamming full force into the wall. thankfully im okay and they let my friend continue to race after i got off the course. well i still had lotsa fun and bought lotsa cute things so all is not for naught.
im super happy with all the cute things i got and i can't wait to go back again next week! also can't wait to show you all the stuff because it's relly cute and i think you'll love it! βΊοΈπ
not stoked about my meds having to cost me money because out of province my coverage isnt working apparently so rip to that π₯²
hope you habe a great weekend! sending you all my good thoughts and positive vibes!! ππ
im going back to west edmonton mall this week and next week to explore more stores. there is so much i love and want but i have to be careful to stay within my budget this trip. π₯²
if yalls have the extra funds and wanna make me feel special then id really apreciate some money towards these trips! i don't usually like asking for things but ill send some cute selfies with the items i buy in return! βΊοΈ
plus if you give me a heftier tip then maybe we can discuss my ppv content and you can choose a couple freebies π
ππ lil guardian angel π« ~ pt 3
i show quite a bit more than i normally do and probz won't show so much like this again for a long while so i hope you like wut you see. π₯Ίπ
i had so much fun at west edmonton mall today! i went to so many cute stores and bought so many cute things! im going back tomorrow to explore some more because it's sooooooooooooo huuugee!! we're going back next week too to have fun in the waterpark! βΊοΈ
i can't wait to show yalls all my cute spoils so be ready for some cuteness next week!!
i pick up my dry cleaning tomorrow so hopefully they get that stain out π₯Ί
sending you all my love and positive vibes!! βΊοΈπ
ππ lil guardian angel π« ~ pt 2
i show quite a bit more than i normally do and probz won't show so much like this again for a long while so i hope you like wut you see. π₯Ίπ
work work worked my butt off today conceptualizing for the visual novel creating names and working on the next love interest. she's gonna be domineering but pretty and i think i unintentionally made her a lil too cute so i gotta work on that.
im just waiting for some nachos and then im gonna blast some baddies with my frendz!!
hoping you're having a great week so far! sending you all my good thoughts and positive vibes!! βΊοΈπ
ππ lil guardian angel π« ~ pt 1
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!
im really proud of this outfit, i created it myself out of many diff things and it pulled together really nicely! βΊοΈ
i arrived safely in edmonton on thursday and have been visiting with my family since. ive had 2 meetings for my new job so far so that's been interesting. been pushing through my comfort zone with alot of things lately and im really proud of myself for that. like im legit doing math again because i have to budget and calculate things but im soooooo happy because the things i was pushing for in these meetings went well! i get to work with a long time friend and colleague of mine so im relly stoked a out that.
spent my Halloween with my family going trick or treating. i dressed as a teddy bear and it was relly alot of fun!
sending you all my love and spooooooky vibes!!! π¦π¦π¦
β’β‘π a lil cute but deadly πβ‘β’
[ pt 8 ] [ transferred from PS ] { END }
finally got home today just in time to do laundry and clean my room tomorrow. no day of rest before i go on my trip. stupid taxi atleast i got to spend an extra night with my friend. tbh i woke up feeling like i got hit by a car so ive sorta been recovering from that all day. i really enjoy the new junkensteins bride overwatch update. its lots of fun but the ghost is waaaaay too hard. id play it more if that ghost wasn't so daunting.
tomorrow will be my last day i post for a bit because my trip is Thursday and then i want a couple days to settle in. plus ill be doing so much work on everything else ill just be so busyyyyy.
but tomorrow be ready for my lil guardian angel shoot! because it's suuuuper cuuute and it's gonna show alooooot more than i normally do! uvu
be ready and think positive! sending you lots of love and good thoughts! βΊοΈπ