Added 2023-06-30 04:31:48 +0000 UTC
~☆ feisty lil ginger ☆~ [mini shoot of me before i went full blond again which will be seen in coming shoots!] sadly my papa is not in better condition today like id hoped.. and it sldoesnt help that the hospital is mistreating him too. im so stressed and depressed by this.. i miss him so much. i wish i had called him more.. now idk when we will remember me again. my mom is so broken up by this all, i wish i could do more for her.. there really isn't much more i can do aside from wait. wait until he becomes more responsive and calm. sadly, im not sure when that will be. i still pushed through it to make content today because i needed to get things done, and i can atleast say positively that i think the new mattress pad i bought is actually working! atleast im getting better sleep.. wellp im sorry im not as sunshiney rainbows today, i hope to be able to find some peace within myself again. until then, sending yalls all my good thoughts and all my love, whatever it is you are facing right now, you can get through this.
