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2021-12-09 07:06:37 +0000 UTC View Post
moxymary posts
The great thing about taking photos in your own house is not..
The great thing about taking photos in your own house is not having to wear underwear if you don't have any that matches your outfit.
2021-12-07 22:01:13 +0000 UTC View Post
I just want to wear cute sweaters, drink hot cocoa by a warm..
I just want to wear cute sweaters, drink hot cocoa by a warm fire, and get railed by someone truly special. Is that too much to ask for?
2021-12-05 21:59:46 +0000 UTC View PostThere have been times when having dainty legs would have bee..
There have been times when having dainty legs would have been convenient (mostly when trying to fit into pants), but I much prefer being strong and solid. This is my baseline, now that I’m starting to work out after years of no exercise I’m curious to see how strong I can get.
2021-12-01 09:04:21 +0000 UTC View PostSome Thoughts About Monogamy, Part 2 I want my partner to e..
Some Thoughts About Monogamy, Part 2 I want my partner to experience all that life as to offer. When he wants to sleep with someone else it doesn't have to mean that he loves me any less. I’m polyamorous by nature, so I can love multiple people romantically. Many people aren't capable of that, but I am. It’s not a choice, it’s just who I happen to be. I’m made of infinite love. Of course jealousy is a real issue, but it stems from insecurity, so in healthy relationships people accept jealousy as a sign that they need to work on things. I can be very jealous just like anyone else, but I'm usually reasonable about how I handle that jealousy. I don't fly into a rage at the woman who fucked "my" man. I don't become passive aggressive. Jealousy is an opportunity to examine your insecurities and to work hard to overcome them. It's easier said than done of course. But difficult things are often worth the effort. One way some couples handle it is by going to couples' counseling together once or twice a month. I've never done couples counseling but I'm a big proponent of counseling in general. What’s big for me is this: I do not want to go into a relationship with the expectation of only having sex with that person for the rest of my life. I prefer to go into it with the explicit understanding that we’ll do fun, adventurous things down the line when we inevitably get stuck in a sex rut. I've had a lot of near death experiences and as a result I'm acutely aware of how short life is, and of how important it is to really live it. I am not willing to live in an unhappy, sexless marriage for years. My sex drive is often very strong for a while and then it'll just go away for an entire month (if I'm sick, for example). The pressure to provide a happy sex life for my husband when I'm not up to it for however long kills my sex drive even more. I will happily watch my man fuck someone else if I'm too ill to do it myself. Why not? I'll be like Kris Jenner with her camera, "You're doing amazing, sweetie!" I briefly was in an open relationship with my ex, and during that time I helped him build an effective tinder profile and helped him talk to girls on there to get him laid. It was fun. To clarify one thing: I know this rambling, messy post makes me seem like I'm obsessed with sex, but I would date an asexual person as long as I could have sex with other people. I love you, my asexual friends <3 A big issue for me is that in every single relationship I've ever been in, somewhere between the one- and two-year mark I get bored with our sex life and lose sexual interest in my partner. No matter how much I love and adore him. I start to feel stuck. I find that sex with someone else sprinkled in here and there makes me want my primary partner more. I feel more excited by the prospect of sex in general if I know I'm not limited to my boyfriend (no matter how great my boyfriend is.) There's also the matter of trust: My boyfriend trusting me to love him and to stay with him even when I'm hooking up with someone else turns me on. That degree of trust makes me feel safe and secure in my relationship. That's a soulmate. If my boyfriend trusts me to go on a roadtrip without him and have sex with one of my friends on the way, then I know my boyfriend really loves me. And maybe he's getting some back home too. Then when I get home we can show each other how much we missed each other. When I feel caged my sex drive dies. My partner trying to control what I choose to do with my body is a turn off. That's not to say that I dislike dominance. I'm a switch. I like a man who can take charge and who can take care of me. But my body will be my own and no one else's. Because of my disability, I've fought tooth and nail my entire life for my body. When you have a disability that literally takes away your ability to control your muscles you quickly learn to value control and body autonomy. I put an enormous amount of trust in my sexual partners by giving them access to this squishy flesh vessel. It's an honor. Just like it's an honor for me to have access to theirs. I'm not opposed to sexual ownership in general--some men want their dicks owned, and that is A-Okay. I'll own my man's dick if he wants me to. Fun. Another option for commited relationships is this: as long as both of us are using condoms when we're with other people and are being STD-tested regularly, then we can fuck without condoms with each other. I said that badly so here it is again: my theoretical boyfriend and I can choose to only use condoms with other people. Creampies of Trust. A flawed metaphor (it's a work in progress, ok??): If you keep a bird in a cage, cool, you've got a bird to show off. But if you have a bird without a cage and it chooses to sit on your shoulder of its own free will, then that bird really loves you. You can really show that bird off and look like a pirate. That's impressive. The bird might fly outside for a while here and there but it always comes back to you. People often assume that I must be a very disloyal person, but if you really know me, you know it's not true. I'm the kind of person where my close friendships are forever--I've been friends with my core group of friends (five people) for 15-20 years. They're in my last will and testament. I love my friends dearly and I do as much as I can for them. I choose my friends carefully but once I've chosen them they're my friends forever. Love is important to me. I want true love, romantic love, and stability and commitment and kids and adventure. Maybe I want more than most people dare to ask for. Who knows, maybe someday I'll decide I love monogamy. Maybe when I'm a mom I'll fall in love with the stability of monogamy. I hope I get to spend my life with someone who wants to explore the possibilities with me.
2021-12-01 04:22:52 +0000 UTC View PostSome Thoughts About Monogamy, Part 1 A note: I'm bisexual b..
Some Thoughts About Monogamy, Part 1 A note: I'm bisexual but have dated more men than women or nonbinary people, so for the sake of simplicity I'll just be referring to the people I date as men. Very heteronormative of me, I know. This post is real rough, but I don't feel like editing it anymore than I already have. A vast topic like this is hard to talk about. The idea of falling in love and only having sex with one single person for the rest of my life has always given me anxiety. That expectation makes love feel like a trap. How many times have I spoken with married people who aren't happy with their sex lives, who are fighting the temptation to cheat, or who are cheating on their spouse even though they love them? The stereotype of sex lives going to shit with time exists for a reason. Another problem is that monogamy has always felt like a way for the men I date to own my sexuality by having exclusive rights. My entire adult life men have pursued me like I was a conquest to be earned--they love showing other men that they get to be with me more than they actually love me. There have been times when I've been a trophy rather than a life partner. I like turning heads and making my man look good. I like showing off. I like people showing me off. There just has to be more than that between us--I can't just be a trophy. Falling in love in the past has meant giving up amazing sexual and romantic adventures for what? To be some dude's girlfriend? No. I genuinely wish I were the kind of person for whom that trade-off were appealing. I wish I were the kind of person who could be happy with a "normal" life. I value love very highly, but love in a cage becomes toxic for me very quickly. Most of my relationships have been fully monogamous (five years was the longest one, another four years, another three.) I always felt like I was missing out on so much that life had to offer. I ended up resenting my partners, especially because these relationships usually started with me telling them that I didn't want monogamy, and then ending up monogamous because they would pressure me into it once I was in love with them. I tried to force myself into that little tiny box and I did not fit. Rejection of monogamy can come in many shapes and sizes, all consensual so none of it is cheating. The genders can of course be reversed or otherwise changed in any of these scenarios. Here are a few ways people can embrace nonmonogamy: 1. It can be having threesomes with your partner when you're on vacation together. Sounds fun, right? Not necessarily every vacation, can be a sporadic thing. Works well if both partners are equally attractive (physically or otherwise.) 2. It can be lots of promiscuous sex without discussing specifics. Some people choose this option in an attempt to avoid feeling jealous. Whether that works or not is not for me to say. I do know that the sneaking around that this approach requires can really be emotionally hard on the person who has to do it--though on the other hand some people love the feeling of sneaking around. 3. It can be lots of promiscuous sex, but with all the details shared between partners. Some people really love this. 4. It can be asking permission first. This one does not appeal to me. 5. It can be the husband encouraging the wife to go out and fuck whoever she wants, because he gets off on her exploring her sexuality. It doesn’t have to be a submissive, cuckoldy thing. Maybe he gets off on the idea of her enjoying herself and coming back to him. 6. It can be sex with other people with the goal of consensually making dirty home videos to consensually show your husband back home. That can pretty hot. 7. It can be orgies of all types. 8. It can be sleeping exclusively with your spouse while you’re in the same town as them, but then when you travel you do whatever you want with anyone else. 9. It can be only having extramarital sex with sex workers. 10. It can be polyamorous relationships in lots of different configurations. 11. There are arrangements where you can only fuck friends, never strangers, and vice versa. 12. It can be having multiple relationships and all living in the same house or compound. 13. It can be living apart but having multiple relationships. 14. It can be one primary partner and multiple secondary partners. 15. It can be any number of Sub/Dom relationship types. 16. Some people choose ahead of time to open their relationships up after a set time period. 17. Some choose to spend a year apart every five years. I know people who do this and it works for them. 18. It can be fucking someone in front of your partner, not necessarily in a cuckold-y way--voyeurism often does not involve a submissive element, though of course being into the whole cuckold thing is fine too. 19. It can be only sleeping with people of a different gender than the main partner. I'm not into this one. 20. It can be going to sex clubs. 21. It can be long periods of time, years even, only sleeping with your partner, and then going through short periods of time where there's a lot of extra-marital activity. Or you can be monogamous while one person is struggling. For example, if I'm going through grief from a personal loss my husband would ideally be monogamous with me during that time, to focus his attention solely on me, and I would do the same for him. 22. It can be full-on swinging.
2021-12-01 04:17:52 +0000 UTC View PostThe holidays are coming so ima just drop this here: https:/..
The holidays are coming so ima just drop this here: https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/22BG69QFGJA3U?ref_=wl_share
2021-11-24 11:52:41 +0000 UTC View Post
This photo angle makes my face look nice but my boobs look s..
This photo angle makes my face look nice but my boobs look small. I’ll live. I am violently ill from the covid vaccine booster shot, so I’m not streaming on Twitch for a few days. It’s worth it, of course. Getting this booster shot means I’ll be able to travel again. I can’t wait! There are good things happening. At the beginning of next month if I’m very careful I should be able to pay off my medical debt in time to avoid huge interest being added on. Once that’s paid off I’ll be much more relaxed.
2021-11-21 05:01:49 +0000 UTC View PostI got the vaccine booster shot today, so I'm resting instead..
I got the vaccine booster shot today, so I'm resting instead of streaming. But resting means hanging up paintings all over my house, eating rootbeer floats, editing photos, watching movies, and trying really hard not to masturbate. No working out today, and no playing Resident Evil--just because I feel like adrenaline like that might not be great while potentially ill. I took this photo because this bra doesn't fit anymore. It's a 38H, so apparently my boobs are bigger at the moment, which makes me very happy, but ouch, so tight. Maybe the hormones that are making me insanely horny are also making my boobs bigger. A girl can dream.
2021-11-20 02:54:24 +0000 UTC View PostIn Dallas, between photoshoots, in the bed that Yandreaya an..
In Dallas, between photoshoots, in the bed that Yandreaya and I slept in while I was there.
2021-11-18 04:39:57 +0000 UTC View PostI have this medical problem where I go through periods of hy..
I have this medical problem where I go through periods of hypersexuality, lasting anywhere from a few days to a few months. It used to be called nymphomania but that term isn't used anymore. It's not necessarily constant, but it can be. It basically means an unbearably high sex drive. It means no matter how many times I cum, I need more, just a few minutes later. I usually end up sore and raw from trying to satisfy myself too much, too many times. Even with mechanical assistance masturbating isn't enough. It's not always necessarily extreme enough to be harmful or disruptive. But then other times it's so bad that it's a very real problem. It eclipses every other concern in my life. Every atom of my being screams for sex. Every thought is derailed by it. It's very much a physical phenomenon, not just a mental one--I feel extremely aroused, like I've just experienced an hour of amazing foreplay, but I haven't been doing anything remotely sexual. I need someone to absolutely rail me, no holding back. For now I've given up masturbating, because it's time consuming and it only gives me a few minutes of relief after I cum. Sex with another person is a hell of a lot more satisfying, especially with the right person, and the relief I get from it lasts longer. I used to hate this condition, and sometimes I still do. But I've had some unforgettably hot nights thanks to it. It makes me want to try new, exciting things. I practice my skills and really embrace hedonism. It makes my ADHD ten times worse because I can't focus on anything but sex. I'll be having a conversation with a hot friend and unwanted images of me riding him will flash through my mind, distracting me from what he's saying. Often these episodes are triggered by being sick. I'll catch a cold and next thing I know my body is on fire. I think this time it was triggered by working out consistently again. Workout streams almost every day have me feeling healthy, capable, and horny. I just wanted to write about this today, because it's at the forefront of my life right now. I made the mistake of turning down what would have been insanely hot sex down the other night, in order to take things slow, and I regret that decision. I am made of lust and longing. Love, MoxyMary
2021-11-17 05:08:01 +0000 UTC View PostHelp, stepbro, I’m stuck! I forgot that I took these phot..
Help, stepbro, I’m stuck! I forgot that I took these photos as a joke on vacation with Soma this summer! This was in the cellar of our last airbnb. The machines were so big that she and I both immediately thought of this. …I do actually secretly find these videos hot. Funny but also hot.
2021-11-15 09:40:02 +0000 UTC View PostI am so sexually frustrated I could scream.
I am so sexually frustrated I could scream.
2021-11-14 06:08:02 +0000 UTC View PostNew leggings, soft as a cloud.
New leggings, soft as a cloud.
2021-11-12 08:05:21 +0000 UTC View PostDo you live in a place where it's legal to be topless outsid..
Do you live in a place where it's legal to be topless outside?
2021-11-10 20:22:50 +0000 UTC View PostI want to be a celestial creature, an otherworldly beauty.
I want to be a celestial creature, an otherworldly beauty.
2021-11-08 20:05:26 +0000 UTC View PostA work in progress until the day I die.
A work in progress until the day I die.
2021-11-08 05:26:04 +0000 UTC View Post
I'd like to go back to Abilene to the homestead I stayed at ..
I'd like to go back to Abilene to the homestead I stayed at last time. This is my favorite swimsuit at the moment. The place I stayed at had a hot tub out front. A cute little cabin.
2021-11-06 08:19:01 +0000 UTC View PostHappy Halloween! From me and my spooky ass. I didn't dress..
Happy Halloween! From me and my spooky ass. I didn't dress up this year, not really, because I just barely have been home a few days and am focused on unpacking my house. I have so much housework to do 💀. I've at least been playing Resident Evil: Village on stream the last few days, so that's appropriate for Halloween. I'm celebrating Halloween itself by taking a bath and then trying to get my sunroom in order so I can do a treadmill stream tomorrow.
2021-11-01 00:41:31 +0000 UTC View PostI can't wait for bed streams to return. The contractors des..
I can't wait for bed streams to return. The contractors destroyed the cables for that setup by accident so I have to replace things to make it happen.
2021-11-01 00:34:55 +0000 UTC View Post
One of my first purchases when I eventually buy a house will..
One of my first purchases when I eventually buy a house will be an Alaskan king sized bed. I want a bed that I can fit lots of people on....just for slumberparties with the girls, of course.
2021-10-28 07:08:08 +0000 UTC View PostWalking from Drea's apartment to the pool giving people who ..
Walking from Drea's apartment to the pool giving people who think I'm bottomless when they see me from behind a heart attack.
2021-10-28 04:51:48 +0000 UTC View PostFat bottomed girls, you make the rocking world go 'round.
Fat bottomed girls, you make the rocking world go 'round.
2021-10-27 22:59:56 +0000 UTC View Post
I spent so much time at the pool in Dallas and Austin, and n..
I spent so much time at the pool in Dallas and Austin, and now that I’m home I really miss it. Well, I’m not really home, I’m in Tucson visiting family. I hope you all like my rollerskating video. That might be the most jiggly, bouncy video I’ve ever filmed.
2021-10-26 05:49:48 +0000 UTC View Post