I have this medical problem where I go through periods of hy..

I have this medical problem where I go through periods of hypersexuality, lasting anywhere from a few days to a few months. It used to be called nymphomania but that term isn't used anymore. It's not necessarily constant, but it can be. It basically means an unbearably high sex drive. It means no matter how many times I cum, I need more, just a few minutes later. I usually end up sore and raw from trying to satisfy myself too much, too many times. Even with mechanical assistance masturbating isn't enough. It's not always necessarily extreme enough to be harmful or disruptive. But then other times it's so bad that it's a very real problem. It eclipses every other concern in my life. Every atom of my being screams for sex. Every thought is derailed by it. It's very much a physical phenomenon, not just a mental one--I feel extremely aroused, like I've just experienced an hour of amazing foreplay, but I haven't been doing anything remotely sexual. I need someone to absolutely rail me, no holding back. For now I've given up masturbating, because it's time consuming and it only gives me a few minutes of relief after I cum. Sex with another person is a hell of a lot more satisfying, especially with the right person, and the relief I get from it lasts longer. I used to hate this condition, and sometimes I still do. But I've had some unforgettably hot nights thanks to it. It makes me want to try new, exciting things. I practice my skills and really embrace hedonism. It makes my ADHD ten times worse because I can't focus on anything but sex. I'll be having a conversation with a hot friend and unwanted images of me riding him will flash through my mind, distracting me from what he's saying. Often these episodes are triggered by being sick. I'll catch a cold and next thing I know my body is on fire. I think this time it was triggered by working out consistently again. Workout streams almost every day have me feeling healthy, capable, and horny. I just wanted to write about this today, because it's at the forefront of my life right now. I made the mistake of turning down what would have been insanely hot sex down the other night, in order to take things slow, and I regret that decision. I am made of lust and longing. Love, MoxyMary