Lockdown 2 in the UK it is then!
I shall once again be living in my stretch panties hopefully I will not go up another size during this one 😬
“Urgh” sums me right now
I will still go to my store job & I will carry on doing my clients, friends & families shopping & chores down for them. However Airbnb will dry up & 80% of my therapy clients will not be visiting. I really wanted this to be my last month of debt but that’s looking unlikely now. Though we shall see! Tomorrow I’m going to dash to the shops to try and get as much sexy clothing, lingerie etc I can afford to buy to ensure I have some stuff to shoot this month. I also have a osteopath appointment and a new treatment I’m trying for pain on Wednesday this should really help me not getting too contorted with stress this next month! Here’s hoping I keep up with content & it flys by 🙏🏻
2020-11-03 01:48:05 +0000 UTC
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Late night Halloween wonderings.
If I came back as a corpse skeleton like in the corpse bride I hope I get to keep my titties as she does 🙊
2020-10-31 00:04:02 +0000 UTC
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Bath Boobs
I’m feeling a little better lately despite still having so much work to do. The building work should have been finished a week ago and I’m still covered in tarpaulin waiting for glass but once it’s done it will look beautiful! I spent all Sunday helping my aunt move furniture for an electrical inspection and encouraging her just to Chuck anything old, broken or doesn’t fit and today I’m running over to cleaning the house for the new bnb guests this afternoon, then straight to work to my clients shopping and chores for them then straight to my aunties to move more furniture and take her to IKEA to buy some new bits. If it all goes right it will be a insanely busy but lovely day!
2020-10-28 09:16:47 +0000 UTC
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I had some Halloween costumes I didn’t shoot left over from last year but I’m a little bit big for them now 🥺 I still wanted to do something but since the budgets tight I haven’t gone all out I’ve gone for something simple and cute. my shoes & tights have come hopefully the rest of it today and really hoping my lingerie fits I could only get a 32J 🤞🏻
2020-10-26 18:23:13 +0000 UTC
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Tease Photos are Better then No Photos
2020-10-24 12:29:57 +0000 UTC
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Trying out a new Watermarking App. My ownership while trying not to spoil the photo 🤞🏻
2020-10-20 22:28:15 +0000 UTC
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I will post some new pictures in the next day or so ❤️
Just seeing that big content leak has really disturbed me
I want to pay off my debts not be paying for more legal services DMCA take downs can cost a lot and agencies that do it for you even more. I will be tightening by legal protection and that cost eats into my content budget.
I really hate repeating my self and again and again especially when it not actually me who caused this upset.
But I repeat I’m broke. if this page costs me more to run then I make I will stop it.
I’m not a “whore” you need to hate for making “easy money off my body” I have no ego or arrogance.
I don’t jet to the Bahamas every 5 minutes with Birkins handbags and Ferrari’s
Maybe one day I’ll be able to afford them but I don’t aim for it. Right now I just really want to buy a tumble dryer so I don’t have to lug my washing to my mothers x2 a week and a new wood burner so I’m not going to be freezing cold every evening this Winter.
I have “real jobs” alongside this but I could lose them if they see this page as detrimental so please respect my privacy.
It would be super easy to say “just take more pictures then you’ll have more followers & money” but I already try to put as much effort as I can afford to into my pictures with the tiny amount of free money & time I have.
I’m really ill and have been for a long time set backs like this let those “what’s the point of everything” tiny poisonous thoughts back in.
I am solving my problems slowly 1 by 1 so things are improving and I look to the positives as much as possible.
I was feeling better and now I feel like 0 again
So please think of that before trying to share my content.
2020-10-19 11:43:02 +0000 UTC
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KOIO973 from Nudostar
STOP LEAKING MY CONTENT
You’ e leaked 30+ photos I feel sick at what you’ve done.
If anyone on here has knowledge of IP tracking or DMCA please dm or dm me on Instagram if you can I’ll be able to see it more there than here.
I’m literally in tears at this I’m so fucking broke I can’t afford DMCA take downs 😭
I don’t really want to post about this on Instagram it will encourage people to search the leaks more. I’ve already had some guy send me all the leaked photos he’s clearly saved of me to me on Instagram 😓
2020-10-17 21:09:02 +0000 UTC
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Sat in the tub for a long time on Thursday thinking and I couldn’t find the words at that moment. Things are moving way to fast for me at the moment and also not at all. There’s this trend it seems on Twitter with girls sharing their Onlyfans income “Then & Now” and honestly it’s just really shitty to see it makes me feel a bit of a failure. What they make in 1 month would sort all my problems. I’ll never make what the girls who do porn do and I’m ok with that. But I wish I could sort myself out enough to give good content to the kind people who do follow me. I see those joke memes “I just need £100,000, a massage & a week in the Bahamas” well £3000, the massage & a weekend in Devon will do for me but it’s all gonna have to wait a bit longer
2020-10-17 11:25:45 +0000 UTC
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Bit Veiny 📉
I thought I’d be buzzing after paying off the card but I’m in this weird limbo a big weight is gone but now i feel intensely uncomfortable with the small weights i’m still carrying. Probably also since we’re 15 days into the month now and I’m still £300 behind on my rent bet I used the money to do the card instead 😳 I’ve earned it though it’s just sitting pending on here rather then my bank account.
But I am going great guns on my bnb business. I finally got my mother to open the purse strings and we’re getting all new furniture, carpet, lighting, curtains and repainting of the guests lounge room. The room previously was an office like a proper gentleman’s room deep green carpet, dark wood furniture, thick green curtains etc. Now it’s a miss mass of the old carpet, second hand curtains that don’t fit, Ikea furniture and my old 3rd hand sofa. Buzzing and I think I’ll feel a lot more proud of my place when this rooms revamped. 👷♀️ 🛋🙌🏻
2020-10-14 22:35:46 +0000 UTC
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Moist Hot Bath Boobs after a day in the garden 🌱🛀🏻
2020-10-11 22:57:26 +0000 UTC
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Credit Card 1 - Done ✅
🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳
2020-10-07 23:51:02 +0000 UTC
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So I know my DM’s desperately need answering but the Lingerie Fits 😌
2020-10-05 00:37:26 +0000 UTC
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I’m in my jammie bottoms after a big breakfast but I thought I’d share 3/4 of my bras i tried on this morning the post was delayed and they didn’t come till yesterday afternoon 😑 They are a little tight in the cup that’s for sure but not that you would notice in photos. I didn’t have time to try on the panties before work. But providing they fit I’m going to try and shoot some pictures for all 3. Number 4 was a super cute white one with frilly edges but I couldn’t clip it up by myself I’ll have to get someone to help me when I can.
2020-10-01 22:39:22 +0000 UTC
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1 month 14 days 1 month 14 days 1 month 14 days to go. I’ve got no guests booked in till the 10th which is a lovey break now if someone could get my body to function properly and make the most of the free time that would be ace 👌🏻
I brought new lingerie that’s arriving tomorrow But I could only get it in a J cup not a JJ if it fits I’ll save it for great photos. If it doesn’t I’ll take some quick Blooper style photos for you anyway
2020-09-28 22:59:26 +0000 UTC
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This pic looks like I have giant bread baps or puff ball mushrooms on my chest 😄
2020-09-25 23:05:27 +0000 UTC
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So close but so far is how I’m feeling at the moment. £8 in my bank account and I’ll be 10 days late for my rent but I’m down to £1000 on the credit card 💪🏻. I was smiling so much this morning because of that but then rather then earn money working for or look after myself I spend all day again working for my mother and even when I finally went home at 6pm I had just walked through my door when my phone rings it’s my sister telling me the hot tub is broken while the guests were using it. She literally refuses to fix it herself and I have to drive all the way back and all I did was Rinse the filter & switch it on/off again and it worked. She really couldn’t do that by herself? The answer is yes of course she could have but she didn’t want to so I had to do it. I’m seriously debating changing the bank account details to mine so I can take a fair share for all my work and then pay my mother the remaining. I have the power to do that and she can’t change it herself. She is the property owner but I do 70% of the work. I’m worried though it might cause a rift so big I haven’t got the energy right now to ride through but I can’t go on much longer making them as much money as possible and then not being able to pay my bills.
2020-09-22 22:29:51 +0000 UTC
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My tests didn’t show what I thought they would not that I wanted to be sick but a medical answer would have been nice. obviously my bl00d pressure is high and my vitamins are a bit low but it seems everything wrong with me is induced by the immense stress & anxiety. My sister keeps pushing anti depressants but I don’t like medications like that I’m not actually sad I’m just worried about literally everything lol.
Despite all that check out my boobs from this morning! 🤗
2020-09-19 22:16:25 +0000 UTC
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If you just joined because of my story on Instagram then I’m sorry. I’m at a real bad point right now I am officially running completely on empty. I don’t even wanna write this because I’m as sick of writing these apology posts as you are of reading them but I’ve just got 2 months/56 days of hell to go and the extreme pressure is off. I wont blame people for leaving but the more people can just stick by me the quicker and easier this will be it’s just 2 subs worth. I’ve still got several debts to pay off after this card but no more mandatory/Compulsory £825 a month repayments! That’s 33% of my income each month on one credit card. I could buy so much lingerie, beauty treatments, props etc with that income when it’s mine again and that’s a nice thought I hold on to💭
2020-09-18 00:39:52 +0000 UTC
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I’ve got a fluid test tomorrow morning, I’m probably gonna cry like a little girl lol I’ve had so many over the years but I still hate to have anything drawn out of my body. Hopefully it will give me some answers to why I have been feeling more and more rubbish lately. 🙏🏻
2020-09-14 22:37:30 +0000 UTC
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Flash doing me no favours here but I blew the bulb in my bedroom and I have no replacements 🤦🏼♀️
I had a question today and it was phrased like they wondered about resubscribing because they thought “I wasn’t bothered about here anymore” firstly this wasn’t an unpleasant exchange but it deeply upset me worrying that this is what many subscribers think since I’ve lost 50% of you since April. I am not purposely ignoring your messages here, I am not choosing to not take “pro” photos or do new photoshoots and I’m not choosing not to buy new lingerie. It’s the 10th of the month and I’m still £815 behind on my rent. This bitch broke! BUT I won’t be broke for much longer I am smashing through it as best I can afford even though it’s destroying me. 🖤
2020-09-10 01:27:35 +0000 UTC
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Summer’s definitely gone I’m starting to get chilly this evening my nipples as just starting to poke through my top. Titties looking quite veiny as well.
Good news I’m finally almost happy with how clean my mothers house is and we have builders in from the 15th for 2 weeks so they’ll be no guests in the week days that I have to clean constantly for. It’s hard work normally but all this extra disinfecting is exhausting. £1700 left on my credit card and 2.5
months to pay it in. I’m so scared of not hitting it but also so good to think it’s nearly done!
2020-09-06 22:03:59 +0000 UTC
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Ok positives! I managed to buy 3 new bras 😄 & I brought this sexy purple lingerie suit thing I can’t wait to shoot 😏 now just to find the time! The bank holiday weekend when by in a blink I cleaned & worked for the bnb the whole weekend. Tomorrow I have a very rare day of paid holiday leave I wanted to do something nice but instead I’m going to have to clean the whole day. It took me 5hrs on Tuesday just to clean my mothers linens, bedroom and bathroom it was that bad. 😞 Tomorrow I have to clear out the dining room, clean the lounge, conservatory, do a trash dump run and fit some loo seats I hate fitting loo seats at some point they are guaranteed to smash down on your head or hands lol. And then go home and clean my house... 🙈 Send Energy Drinks!! 🔋
2020-09-02 22:21:24 +0000 UTC
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I have a 1:35 sister video to the hot tub one I posted the other day it’s a little dark so I’m just putting it at $4.5 if anyone fancies it.
2020-08-31 23:10:58 +0000 UTC
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Twilight Titties 🌌 so relaxing floating in the warm water in the semi darkness, with a light breeze & just the sounds of the wildlife
2020-08-27 21:49:04 +0000 UTC
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Back Breakers
2020-08-25 13:40:33 +0000 UTC
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When Life gives you Lemons 🍋 your supposed to make Lemonade. I’ve just got to find the recipe now..
2020-08-22 00:18:55 +0000 UTC
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I got called Fat the other day by a guy who had previously tried to “get to know me” If you reach your late 30’s and you think calling a girl a decade younger then you “Fat” as an insult is acceptable because your ego got hurt. You failed at life please return to years 12-14 that’s where your mindset got stuck. So heres me currently chunky but funky this morning alone but feeling myself 👌🏻
2020-08-19 08:34:30 +0000 UTC
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I’ve watched for year girls doing these sexy through the shower screen pics. I always wanted to try but I’ve learnt I need a locking shower screen or fixed cubicle wall. This one just kept swinging forward with me nearly falling out the bath after it!
I really didn’t want to tell work that I can’t come in because I fell out the bath and through a glass screen while taking nudes! 😬
2020-08-16 00:42:01 +0000 UTC
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I can’t complain at the Ass size increase! 🍑
2020-08-12 23:32:10 +0000 UTC
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