

Sat in the tub for a long time on Thursday thinking and I couldn’t find the words at that moment. Things are moving way to fast for me at the moment and also not at all. There’s this trend it seems on Twitter with girls sharing their Onlyfans income “Then & Now” and honestly it’s just really shitty to see it makes me feel a bit of a failure. What they make in 1 month would sort all my problems. I’ll never make what the girls who do porn do and I’m ok with that. But I wish I could sort myself out enough to give good content to the kind people who do follow me. I see those joke memes “I just need £100,000, a massage & a week in the Bahamas” well £3000, the massage & a weekend in Devon will do for me but it’s all gonna have to wait a bit longer