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Horny brain with a big heart ❤️

Feeling spoiled :) ty for all the gifts from my wish list I sent everyone a thank you except for troy! I cant find you on here but thank you so much for the dildo 😊❤️

Its that time of the month sadly :( but i promise im not taking a break! Be back soon 😊❤️

Good morning ❤️ i need some cuddles

I tried a black dildo for the first time 😳

Updated amazon wishlist for people who asked 🥰 you dont have to get me anything and dont feel pressured to https://www.amazon.ca/hz/wishlist/ls/1CB3R5XM9S29?ref_=wl_share Also have you guys seen these :o

I watched a video by a therapist a while ago where she gave her number one advice for depression, every single night before bed list 3 things off in your head youre thankful for. Im thanful i cleaned my room Im thankful i went to the gym Im thankful i got a new toilet (my last one broke🤣) But seriously ive been doing this every day for over a week and i even try to do more things for myself now cause i know it will feel good 😊

I have to stretch my ass out again.. will you help me? 👉👈

Miss me?

Hey there 😏

I won’t be making porn anymore, too many people take advantage of me for it. I would rather be broke and homeless on the side of the road than to know and feel how much people despise me for having done it. I hate men. I hate women I hate people and they hate me too so at least the world is starting to make sense. Idc if you unsubscribe, I won’t be answering messages anymore either. Trying to delete all the account I can, I’ll delete this soon. And OnlyFans too. The world only full of judgmental and narcissistic assholes who will only be happy if I’m suffering and I don’t have energy to face them anymore. Anyone who tries to convince me otherwise is probably one of those manipulative assholes.

My new favourite anal toy ☺️ Thank you Torin for sending this to me ❤️

Would you hire a naked therapist 🤔

Thank you for being patient with me, loving me and boosting me up, I love you all Super grateful I still have people here What do you wanna see from me? I miss you guys and feeling pretty

The reason I don’t like venting on here is because I don’t like reading 100 messages of people just telling me to get over it, it’s not that big of a deal, depression is all in my head and everyone goes through it so I’ll be fine. Words like “I’ll support you no matter what I love you” are great but if you start your message off with “you shouldn’t or you should, this is what I’ve learned about depression and what you should do” STOP That’s NOT helpful to anyone placing what you think you should do onto someone else Im communicating that my communication will be shit, I was saying I might not be posting a lot for a while, and I was looking for people to listen. 9/10 when someone is depressed or sad or upset they just want someone to listen. But us humans we think we need to fix them and shove 100 words of advise down their brain they didn’t ask for, which is also under a lot of pressure already. So I’m coming back because I’m feeling much better but I’m ignoring all of the messages that come from “I know better than you” attitudes. If you’re just there to listen great, if you don’t know how to listen to someone (I had to learn to) you don’t have to talk to them when they’re upset. And if a girl you’re interested in in the real world is having a bad time in life please just listen to her problems don’t try and solve them that will make your dick look 100x bigger ;) And no more “I read this somewhere and want you to learn” I read soooo much stuff to help me be better, if I just laid around and did nothing when I was depressed I wouldn’t be here lol I try so hard to feel better when I don’t feel good and having people listen and be there is what helps the most Remember when you were a kid trying to learn or do something and someone came up and just did it for you. It takes away the feelings you get when you accomplish something on your own. It’s a lot different if that person comes up and asks if you need help before they just fix it for you.

Playing around today filming trying to get back into making content and I discovered a new talent I think you’ll all appreciate Happy Father’s Day to all my daddies ❤️

I’m sorry for not posting like at all this month, I haven’t had any motivation to because me and my dad had a falling out again and I’ve just been feeling so unloved and lonely. My brains been telling me a lot lately that I’m gunna be alone forever, guys will only wanna talk to me online, and if they do meet up with me in person it’s just to fuck. I had a falling out with my dad again because he’s going to a wedding this summer for his side of the family and he’s not bringing me, he tells me all the time that we should go and visit my aunt, he tells me next week when I have free time, that’s turns into next month, it’s been years since we saw my aunt and her husband also died a few years ago so I miss her so much. And it made me really upset to hear my dad was going to see her with my siblings who I’m not allowed to see because of my birth mom. It’s just been making me think about all the family I don’t have, how fun life used to be and how shitty it feels now. If I don’t start posting soon I won’t make money and eventually I won’t have money. Needing money has always been one of my biggest motivations in life but I just don’t care anymore. Having money didn’t gain me more friends or family so I just feel really burnt out, but also really angry at myself for just not posting. I haven’t been with someone in person in a long time too and I just wanna feel pretty and loved again Ty for listening to me vent

I sent you a little video while you’re at work 😘

I need to shave 🥸

Just an update with how I’m doing :) I promise I promise I’m trying to kick the part of my brain out that thinks the worst about everything. It hasn’t paid rent in years and it’s never done me any good. I wish being happy was as easy as waking up and focusing on all the good things in life, but I feel like I have this part of my brain that’s always ready to be sad. Like I have buckets of tears waiting at all times for the slightest thing to happen and I know it’s pathetic and I know I wanna be more strong minded but it’s a lot easier said then done in my experience,. I get so easily frustrated with myself and I wonder why I don’t have patience for other people ;) so I gotta work on being more patient And I need to stop trying to wip out 10/10 perfect porn where I think I look perfect and need makeup to feel beautiful All of the photos I took this morning I’m not wearing makeup, my nails aren’t perfect, but my room is clean and I feel so good. And there’s tons of creators people can support who like to wear makeup and get all dressed up to the 10, I dont mind that sometimes but I need to just be myself more often because that’s what makes me feel beautiful and happy :) I need to get back to cooking more too but I’m doing really good despite my brain trying to self sabotage itself 😁 I hope you’re all doing well and you should tell me one thing you’re excited for this year :)

Should I keep growing it out :o?

For the natural/hairy lovers :) Haven’t shaved in a bit Got so busy eating food with my dad and his friends over Easter I didn’t have time or energy left to create :) Also Easter is not my favourite time of the year so I took extra steps to make sure I didn’t get stressed out this year and it worked ❤️ going out for wings tonight I hope you all had a wonderful Easter 🐣

Someone sent me this dildo 😳

Also I forget who asked but if you want a dick rating today tip me 10$ and a photo and I’ll send you a video review :) about 1 min long

Your stretch marks, hairy bodies, big tummies, little boobs or dicks are all beautiful to me. Appreciate yourselves because I love you for you 😊❤️ don’t ever change

Someone sent me this bathing suit, do I look cute in it? #striptease 😋

A little update cause it’s been a while :)

My little hairs in the sunlight 🥰 Some fuzzy ass play to start your day off right ;)

I don’t think I’ve ever been this happy in life and by myself 😊❤️

I got it :3 26 and I finally have my license