My week has been so busy! I’m studying to get my drivers license right now, my place is super clean and I haven’t ordered our food in days cause I’ve been cooking :) going to the gym too but I ran out of energy to make content and I’m sorry for the lack of posts this week. I hope you’re all doing amazing 😊
After years of not having a passport I finally submitted my application this morning 😭❤️ thank you for all the encouragement lately you guys make me wet
My week of dog sitting is coming to an end :) it’s my last full day with my new friends. I really needed this experience too because I’ve been debating about getting my own puppy but I needed to test it out first.
And I’m really glad I did cause I can say with great confidence now that i definitely would not benefit having my own dog, more of a cat person for sure.
The puppies were so cute and cuddly and I loved snuggling with them but i woke up every day with back pain, on the edge of the bed next to the cutest pups ever. It definitely wasn’t the worst feeling, especially seeing how happy they are in the morning. But I can’t wait to sleep in again haha. Every day at 7am even if we stayed up till 1am the night before the pups were up with so much energy and I’m just dead in bed 🤣
They also ate my cupcakes? I had chicken wings, Caesar salad and cupcakes on the table one night and I went out to smoke a bowl, and when I came back in the cupcakes were no longer :’( they also ate a pair of my roots leggings lmao, and they bark and wanna attack pretty much everything that walks by, weather it’s a baby or an old women who can barely walk 🙃 I would call them back inside and they definitely listened but
I’m not ready to have my own puppy, I’m so excited to go home to my pet less apartment, I will miss the hot tub, and having company all day long.
I’m quite happy I did this and maybe pet/house sitting can be a side job of mine :) then I’ll never have to get my own animals hehe
The owners are really sweet and they already sent me money for new leggings and I would definitely come back and watch these guys again :)
I wanna keep making update vids like this so I can hold myself accountable:) one clean room done and growing muscles I’m super proud of
I feel the most horny on sunny days and I don’t get much of those in the winter so I’m sorry for the lack of anal vids right now but the best time I can feel the sun shining on my asshole i guarantee you’ll be the first to see ❤️🥰
It’s been a few months since I’ve been in therapy. I found the greatest therapist of all time and then she became overbooked and I haven’t seen her since.
I feel like I went enough tho that I have all the tools I need to help myself, I just need to remember I need to practice these tools and they aren’t always easy to learn.
One thing I’ve been noticing lately is I hate, HATE feeling negative. I feel like it eats me alive, it eats my soul and happiness, and I’m left feeling like shit.
My go to before was to just figure out what made me feel like shit, and then react negatively to that person or situation. In my
head I feel like I have a right to be upset, my feelings are justified, but they’re not if they’re negative.
When I react negatively I feel negative, and I really believe that this negativity builds up and changes who you are.
Getting rid of my instinct to not react negatively is hard, but I’ve been trying really hard to work on it and talk to myself intuitively.
I don’t like to feel negative. When I feel happy and positive it’s because of the way I’m thinking and treating myself. It really is all up to me. People used to tell me I way my worst enemy but I always felt like the victim because I was making myself one out of situations I didn’t even need to react to.
When I get upset now I try to also forgive myself for being mad, and I push myself to do better. It’s been a really great month despite my lack of posting, I know it can only get better too.
After I’m done this silly period I wanna go show you guys all of the snow we have right now it’s beautiful and so are you 🥰
I have like 3 loads of laundry left plus some dishes and then my place is finally clean 😊 I’m sorry I’ve been busy, trying to answer all of my messages now but I hope you’re all doing well. I’ve been working out and staying fit and eating well. If there’s something you’re looking forward too this month you should message me about it 😊
I hope you’re happy with yourself or working towards that each day. I told myself a few days ago that I’m sick of feeling like shit and it’s time to feel better. I’ve been so motivated to feel better I just wannna say ty so much for all the love and support even when my brain is against me. I love you all so much and I hope you take care of yourselves with the same kindness that you treat me ❤️
Let’s all make a goal this month and stick with it, my goal is to clean my place completely and keep it clean for the rest of the month. It shouldn’t be hard and I know I can do it!
What it’s like inside my head post new years 😉
I do feel a lot better after venting tho
I also feel this gut feeling like I’m stuck alone for life and I gotta figure out how to be okay with that. I don’t wanna spend each day being sad I’m alone and then die alone, plus I would be sad for not chasing any of my dreams. At least if I can get rid of this feeling of needing to be with people I’ll be so much happier. That’s the only advice I need right now :)
I know you dirty fans fave been waiting patiently for a new dirty anal video :3 I’m very shocked with the ending of this one, I was teasing myself with my new dildo but I didnt actually think I would be able to fit it in.
My ass is soar but so worth it, deep inside it feels amazing ☺️
This content is not for people who don’t have a dirty fetish ty for understanding 😘