JUST A TASTE of what im going to do in 2021 ! Even this is ..
JUST A TASTE of what im going to do in 2021 !
Even this is super tameeeee as i dont want to spoil too many surprises for u ;) ?
-belle xox?
JUST A TASTE of what im going to do in 2021 !
Even this is super tameeeee as i dont want to spoil too many surprises for u ;) ?
-belle xox?
Its nearly new years... i hope you take care of yourself this coming up year. I think we all deserve it ✨
2020-12-31 08:09:36 +0000 UTC View PostA good girl is always clean for her master 24/7.
..because ill never know when you need to use me
Do you want to know a little secret? I masturbate nearly every single time I take a bath.. so if I ever disappear to go and have a bath you should definitely come up and sneak a peak through the door.. maybe I could catch you with your pants down jerking to me. Imagining that is super hot 💦
2020-12-30 04:57:38 +0000 UTC View PostPls give me attention tonight >.<
i need the conformation that i’m good enough for u ?
At the end of the day, no matter what happens im still your little crybaby ?
Cosplaying makes me feel sooo freee ?
2020-12-30 00:24:49 +0000 UTC View PostOld video i randomly made oh my gosh
2020-12-29 23:49:56 +0000 UTC View PostSo my uncensored PUSSYYY is what ur after huh? Well.. Maybe you should check your inbox 👉👈 I hope you enjoy yourself tonight. I’m going to continue to be your lil anime girl f o r e v e r >:)
2020-12-29 22:51:46 +0000 UTC View PostDear Diary,
I think I’m going to start my diary tonight by being as real as possible, I have never felt like it’s my place to be negative and to talk about those kinds of things on the internet. I always wanted to smile and give you all of my weird, craziness.. but I think this journey has made me grow and I feel a closeness with a lot of people on here that I honestly, never thought I would have. I think that possibly by allowing myself to talk about negative things just this once, maybe we can get closer and bond more.
I’m going to try and end this diary on a sweet note because, a lot of stuff has actually been going great recently ?
So, I think when I decided to do the whole porn thing, I released it to the world and said that a sex tape was coming.. Of course I wanted people to be super excited, as I was too.. I mean I’ve trolled around with showing parts of myself for so long now that I had to actually lift my top on twitter as a way to proving to everyone that I wasn’t joking heh. It was exciting and I am excited to keep showing you all the things you want the most, I think that’s my real relationship with why I love doing this so much, it’s that naughty, secret giving to people who really appreciate it and want it, and I love and truly get off to that. I think the expectation on the internet has been a bit much, for me, this was meant to be the start of learning to do something new and a journey to give everyone, including me, something new. The problem was, people believed that I was some professional pornstar that knew how to do everything instantly, that knew exactly what type of porn every single individual wanted to see, there has been a lot of criticism that I do understand of course, because I’m rational..
I am Belle Delphine and I’ve also created Belle Delphine as this character on the internet, and I think it’s so easy to think that I’m not even real, that I’m some kind of fairy dust for views on youtube, or that I’m just a character, but I’m just human like you (and yes, I may not be living your life, be male or be able to drive a car or ride a bike properly >.>) but, I don’t think anyones emotions are dead enough not to feel the intense, hyper personal criticism of people on youtube, or in the comments, or even creators that I’ve spoken to who I thought were close to me that have bababooyed me in the most personal, vulnerable way.
It does sting and I do feel it. I’m not saying this because it makes me want to quit, I don’t. Because I like it, I want to keep going because its what I want to do.. but I just think maybe it’s time to connect with you all more. To explain and let you understand things from me, like I’m with you. Like I’m not something that’s so far away that’s it’s all smiles and kisses, that sometimes it’s weak and sometimes being weak is closer than being strong.
I don’t know why the frick I decided to write this diary entry and 3:30 am but I just wanted to talk to you. So, I’m going to talk about one of the things I love most.
I have this keychain that I’ve always rubbed for good luck out of superstition. I got it so long ago that I can barely remember where I got it from, I think I found it in this charity (ooff.. whats the american word again, thrift? >.<) shop in the New Forest where I grew up and ever since It’s just been one of those things that for some reason I’ve never lost and has always travelled with me. I have had it on everyyy keychain I’ve had, it’s like this worn out cute rabbit. it’s just something that I’ve become so attached to over time, maybe one day I’ll show it to you but it’s just so personal to me lol. Anyway, I always rub it for luck and I feel like whenever I’m out and it’s on my keychain I’ll just be safe and always make it home haha. It sounds really crazy but I love it, it has so many memories and nostalgia for me. Do you have anything like that? I hope I’m not the only one >.<
Anyway, I promised I’d end it on a good note and I’ve been rubbing the frick out of that keychain tonight so, it’s all going to be okay ^-^ hahaha, okay! I really really need to sleep. I can’t wait to talk to you again soon <3
Goodnight you. <3
Random Q & A !!
ps. NEW COSPLAY COMING TOMORROW ❤
Q.How do you feel about tickling? Also are you ticklish?
A. Haha I am super ticklish, especially on my feet and around the side of my ribs ? it makes me uncontrollable I literally scream stoppp lmao. I also really like tickling people, its fun watching them squirm ?
Q. will you ever post a full reveal of your pussy?
A. Yes, I’m going to be doing lots of close up pussy stuff soon ?
Q. Do you actually like some of the Harder sex you have gotten Into or are you just pushing it for video sake?
A. Yeah I really do enjoy it.. and I actually like it muuuuch harder than in the porn video! Idk, it’s really hard when you first do something to get it perfect, and of-course there is so much pressure to get everything right you can just melt your mind with wondering how to portray or do something!
Q. What's your pet peeve?
A. When I’m really grumpy >:) and people ask me if I’m okay I reaaaaally get annoyed haha ? it’s like can’t you see I’m not okay I just need to be hugged and I don’t want to talk about it right now, talking about it makes it so much worse :’< i just want to forget about it..
Q. Whats your cup size?
A. B... I think :3?
Q. Were you bullied at school?
A. a lil bit? I think it’s because I was always just a bit crazy and wild, I never really tried to hang out with popular people but the people that were actually really nice to me, so a lot of the popular people would mock me for like.. what I was wearing or how I was acting ?
Q. what’s your favorite anime?
A. Oooof aaaaah, it’s so hard to pick an all time favourite I love so many so individually for time periods or how I feel.. you know when you just step into another world and it just makes life for that time feel totally different? I’m loving Spice and Wolf at the moment, it’s like a relaxing breath of fresh air, and I think the relationship and slow pacing of it is sooo cute ^-^
Q. Did you have work done on your eyes or is that shape all natural? I know makeup enhances the anime look but I don't think it's just the makeup but I could be wrong, hence my question.
A. I don’t have anything done to my eyes :> I just use make-up!
Q. What do you enjoy the most about selling adult content? ? and is self confidence something you ever struggle with? You're literally so perf ❤️
A. The thing I enjoy most is being vulnerable and opening sides of myself up. I don’t think there is anything wrong with sexuality and I definitely have a rush from it, it’s like a naughty little secret that I’m sharing with people! I definitely struggle with self-confidence, it’s so hard to continue to be self confident online.. especially when you go through periods of people extensively criticising me. It’s hard, but I do try my best to like myself in what ways I can.. I try to take everything as light hearted as I can. Self confidence for most people is something that i think you have to constantly work at ?
Q. How many toys do you own? I've seen so many different ones.
A. I’m making a video on this soon! I have around 500 unique and different dildo’s etc! It’s taking up a lot of space at the moment ahaha ? i’m excited to show you me using them!
Q. What is your McDonald's order?
A. My go-to McDonalds order is:
“Hello Mr McDonalds sir.. ?? may I please have a crispy sweet chilli wrap, as a meal with medium fries, medium coke zero and an apple pie... THAnk YoU ?”
Q. What’s it actually like having so many people know who you are?
A. It’s weird! Sometimes it feels totally overwhelming and I just want to disappear haha, like runescape teleport back to lumbridge and just escape. It’s cool too, like being able to talk to new people, that’s always awesome! But yes, it definitely feels inescapable. it's interesting because when I left the internet for a year there did feel like a piece of me was missing, im not sure if I just get all my re-assurance of myself as a person from other people on the internet, or if I value myself based on where I am in life, but I hope in the future I try and value myself for more than what other people make of me.. im working on that!
Q. what’re you top 3 favorite things to watch? From literally everything lol
A. My top at the moment is:
Drum roll pleaseeee...
1. Ozark
2. Skins/shameless
3. The crown ❤
4.True crime documentaries! (I know, sexy right ;’) )
5. the last kingdom
6.Game of thrones
7.sex education/A typical
This list does change all the time but for the moment this is what I’ve been watching ?
Q. When did you decide to make the jump from erotic content to actual porn? How did you come to that decision?
A. I think I just personally wanted to move my content with how I was feeling myself, I wanted to express and experience more, I thought it would be a lot of fun to do something for real that I’ve trolled about since forever ;’) But I think if I were to EVER do it, for some reason I felt like now was the time if ever to make the big move :s
Q. What did you do when you left. Just kinda enjoy life and having time to do stuff?
A. I think everyone needs a break no matter what they’re doing, the life online is so fast paced and sometimes so stressful.. I think it was just a time of being overwhelmed and needing some time to allow myself to breathe.. I really just spent a lot of time doing stuff that I thought would be relaxing and enjoyable. I put down the internet nearly entirely, I crafted and started projects, I painted, read, wrote and went for long walks. Stayed up really late watching movies and went on a really cool holiday to Korea to visit some of my friends ? it was sooo cold, like minus 11, but had the best time. The restaurants, atsmosphere and bars were awesome! I’d suggest that everyone should go there, really 10/10 ✨
Q. Whats 9 + 10?
A. 109?
Q. What are some of your favorite ways to relax and decompress. Sometimes the days are stressful and there are some good places to get away.. what are some of yours??
A. Hehe, okay! Run a hot bath, fill it up with bubbles (important oKay?) and light scented candles. Put on some really dreamy music (maybe “Dreaming all along - Maebh”) and turn the lights off. Then I keep going til I’m overheated then just lie naked on my towel for like 20 minutes in a steamed out room haha :’)
But I also go through REALLY intense stages of obsession, like I'll get OBSESSED with one hobby and I'll concentrate on doing it non-stop and even though sometimes within this hobby its stressful in the bigger picture im in bliss because my life will be so simple during that time. I just have one mission to complete. Like when I pick up sewing again and give myself a big project to make a random historically accurate dress. or I'll buy the biggest canvas I can find and ill just try and re-create a painting I love... (but end up butchering it ?). Or I'll make an even bigger and cooler home for my hamster... btw my hamster polly died recently so I only have jingle now ;c But it's okay because he's doing really well ❤
If you like this maybe ill do a part 2 and answer some more questions?? what do ya think? ^-^
Also forgot to mention in my diary that my hamster jingle turned one years old today :,)
So happy birthday to my lil monster that chews up all my clothes
ASK ME A QUESTION!! ?
I want to make a post answering any questions you guys have for me!
Wanna know more about me on a personal level?
Wanna know what secret kinks i have? :S
Wanna know what i have in my secret folder on my laptop? Lmao
Wanna know more about my past?
Ask me a n y t h i n g
And ill try answer them tomorrow! ?
So you wanna see *THAT* yoga ball video huh? I see u 😉 okay okay well i sent it to YA MESSAGES GO CHECK IT OUT IF YA WANT ^-^ You can see me try out every dildo on there... its just yano... how i do my usual yoga workout every day 🤷♀️
2020-12-27 02:01:57 +0000 UTC View PostDear Diary, Christmas was crazy, It was like a combination of excitement and fear, like a rollercoaster. I’m so glad that I did it, and I think now that I’ve done it pushing it further will be easier, like I’m over the big drop and the rest is just fun ^-^ The last few days I’ve barely slept lmao. Everything is closed and I just want to escape the circle world that I’m in right now. I feel like the only thing that exists is my house hahaha. It’s like I’m on a trial in an online game and can’t leave the starter zone.. I had this huge Harry Potter theme in my house ready for New Years Eve but we’re in total lockdown now, I mean.. at-least the house looks cool 😎 I can run around pretending to be Hermione Granger, maybe that will help me escape for now heh. I wonder about all of you too, about what you’re doing, what you’re like and the things you’re thinking about in your life too. I wish I could see into your life like a window and talk to you super personally. I guess I should be more personal too! Maybe today I can be really personal and say that, this has been an incredible journey, but it has been super hard one too.. I think a lot of people don’t understand the difficulty of what its like to be viewed by everyone, to have people criticise and be so nasty to you - on things that are personal too. I know for every bad there is one hundred good, but it’s a feeling and experience a lot of people don’t understand. To be online, in this way, is like having a window into your life, one that is so vulnerable. In that vulnerability you have to be strong.. I guess that’s the tough part, and where the magic is, because so many of you I’ve become close to, and so many of you have been so nice. It’s a connection that has bridged so much further than I ever thought it would. I got roller-skates for Christmas btw! They are pink and yellow and have a real 80’s vibe, which was fricken awesome :) I remember ages ago in the summer I’d go rollerskating super late at night in the city and around the park. Once I actually thought I was so cool I made my friend drive up this hill and record me going down it, it’s safe to say I don’t think it was as cool as I thought it was because I literally slammed into the floor coming into this tunnel, and my elbow got scraped up so bad, I cried and they had it all on video hahaha. The thought in my head was I could sell this to failarmy when I was watching it but hell no I was so embarrassed.. I actually don’t think I’ve been on roller-skates since lmao.. but here is to a new year and new me, time to try again ^-^ I was going really fast though and it was kinda epic so don’t think too embarrassingly of me lol! I feel like there is so much stuff to do in the summer, the nights are so warm and the skies light late. As I’m writing this I’m sat in my lounge and you can hear this crazy rain and wind from my chimney, there is a big storm outside tonight. Okay this is weird but, storms actually make me feel really relaxed, does anyone else feel that? I feel like the wind, rain and hail outside it just asmr to my warm little sanctuary. I say sanctuary but I haven’t tidied up and I am refusing to tidy up :) I am just sat here watching a crime documentary and just :) nope. Anyway!! I’m going to cook up some noodles as it’s all the food I have left >.> The world is changing so much, and feeling connection over the internet to things, places and people really is magical! I hope we can connect more.. if you like talking like this? I’m excited for the future, and I can’t wait to continue this adventure to part 2, so here is to you and to me <3 lots of love. Belle xx
2020-12-27 02:00:00 +0000 UTC View PostI'm so happy that I've managed to give you this gift on Christmas... BUT NEXT YEAR i want to SHOCK you ...
I want to experiment and play around with some fucked up kinks, and really explore my own sexuality, im really REALLY looking forward to it and i think you will too.
I'm going to prove to you that I'm your undying little slut... so I decided to drop you just another present!
I've sent to your personal inbox, another full length porn video, which is recorded on my christmas dining table, you guys said you wanted a longer video so i made this one 22 minutes for you ^-^
(Might take a while to send to you as its my longest video ive ever done!)
Have fun, and see you soon for some more.. content :')
I'm going to go bury myself in a blanket by the fire, i love you all.
Will post soon^_^
Still lunchtime here in the uk! !
HERES MY CHRISTMAS PORN hope you enjoy ^-^
Pls be nice... I'm already nervous putting this out here like this it's my first time ;)
Only a few more hours left .... what the heck
2020-12-25 08:15:45 +0000 UTC View PostHello!! Just an update for u guwys! A lot of people are asking when the porn is coming... TOMORROW 25th! ...(but my time tomorrow) so just be patient.. only one day left until you can make it a white christmas ;)
2020-12-24 17:28:15 +0000 UTC View PostJust a goofy sloppy blowjob >.<
2020-12-24 10:32:49 +0000 UTC View PostMe absolutely FAILING at trying to make pouring whipped cream sexy LOL
2020-12-24 07:57:22 +0000 UTC View PostITS CHRISTMAS SO SOON!!!!
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Me sucking shreks big ogre cock ^-^ *so squishie*
2020-12-24 04:20:42 +0000 UTC View PostPracticing the cum shot... *uh hem* i mean i gotta taste the rainbow 😝 🌈
2020-12-24 04:06:52 +0000 UTC View PostIm on a new diet. Its called whipped cream and cock 😊 i’ve been training to deep throat, Come watch!!! ... i mean only if u want too... if u dont watch then i’ll never be able to learn properly because you won’t be able to give me more instructions eeep>.< If you wanna help me and give me more tips den PLS check ur messages !! 🥰
2020-12-24 03:57:01 +0000 UTC View PostThe very first ahegao video I ever posted has lead me on this crazy journey to here, this year has been so wild I want to make sure that 2021 is the best year ever and I'm going to give you as much as I can. I'm training myself to be your perfect slutty girlfriend. I've been training myself, fucking everyday, I've done anal, multiple big toys and so so much more. Today I just wanted to show you a preview of me being fucked as part of my training routine for you. I know it's not Christmas yet but I want to deliver you a present. Check your personal inbox, you'll find this sneaky preview video there ❤ thank you all for helping me get this far. love from Santa Belle ^-^
2020-12-22 23:39:40 +0000 UTC View PostForgot to post these videos !
I love messing around with my girlfriends on sleepovers ^-^