Just a short little live stream today of me stretching. Going to do these more often from now on, since I've been doing more yoga & stretching lately anyway.
It's so nice to do this with the window open and a light breeze coming through, that I can feel on my bare skin. Maybe you can even hear the birds singing outside? I definitely can and it's the perfect little tranquil moment for me ❤️
If you liked the photos I posted yesterday, I am certain you will like this video even more 😏
Some of you might have already seen it in your inbox but here it is for anyone that might have missed this round of the "remove the sticker" game 😊 it's the first time we are playing this with a video, instead of a photo set 🎥
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I feel since I've shaved my head, that there is a certain feeling of softness and vulnerability to my appearance and I can't quite place why... But I feel in the moody images where there's a play of what hides in the shadows it's the perfect look
From when I had only just cut my hair. I love how the fact that developing the film always takes some time, allows me to look back and remember little moments, which I'd otherwise have already forgotten at this point.
I'm also curious what this images makes you feel? I feel I look different than usual somehow and there's something quite raw and vulnerable in my look
I have a new dress that I am in love with 😍
Aren't you fascinated how every little wrinkle and movement of it plays with the light when I am dancing?
I was playing music on my head phones (that are unfortunately totally falling apart since I dropped them, so please ignore the ducttape) and enjoying myself and dancing around a little and I absolutely love how playful that sheerness of the fabric can be ☀️
Check your inbox if you feel like seeing me pose and dance a little for you, I think it will be a lovely cheer me up for you
Sometimes I get really obsessed with the tiny varieties of one pose or movement and I thought that might be innteresting to see, especially since it is very clear with these 8 images. They still all have their individual vibe, but I find it fascinating that sometimes, such tiny differences can make almost the same pose seem totally different
It has been quite a while since I have done such simple and classical black and white selfportraits... Sometimes they are harder for me to do, because when it is just me on an entirely plain backdrop, I have to look at myself in a much more intense way, than when there is lots of other things that capture your interest and make it nice to look at.
Any insecurities I might have, as well as perhaps difficult emotions that are lingering in me, will feel much more pronounced and raw to me. I really have to face myself... And if I am being honest, I do not always feel like doing that. Working through the difficult stuff, accepting my body as it is, allowing all those emotions to be there... it can be heavy and at times tiring.
But the times that I do decide to brave it and work through it, I tend to feel the results feel so raw and special. You can see the vulnerabilty (at leats I think so)
So here is a new set of classical black and white photos, mostly round and abstract shapes, some also with a flower, and a couple that are almost explicit. Check your inbox or tip this 14$ to receive the full set of 24 images
Throwback to some of your guy's favorite moments in the last year or so 😏
Remember that the long version of these are all available under the label on my profile that says "more available" 🫶
I miss my @pepa.de.luna a ton right now... 🥹
It was such a nice start to the summer to have her here and it wasn't nearly enough time together 💔
Does anyone happen to feel like buying her a plane ticket to come visit? 😉 I'm kidding of course... although we'd of course say yes if anyone offered 😏
Casually lounging around the house 💁♀️
This bodysuit is so comfy, I don't even wanna take it off and I wanna get it in all the other available colors 🥹😍
The sun on my body just now felt so good! And all the different lines and patterns from my window create an interesting play of light and dark, seen and unseen... although trust me, in the full video it's not hidden away in the shade.
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A while ago a lovely fan of mine gifted me these fun studio lights and my partner and I immediately went to try them out. We combined it with a flash that's mounted on the camera to get that blue tone in it as well and it was very fun to just let him photograph me, while he played around with different camera settings. You wouldn't believe how much difference it can make in the final image, even when you only change a few settings or the white balance for example. And also in the editing afterwards it's kinda crazy how much I am able to change the colors if I want....