I'm so upset 😭 the other top doesn't close around my boobs so I have to exchange it 😭 even this top doesn't fully fit but it's not so bad, the other one needs to be able to close to fit right so this sucks i was so excited. I just hope the new one will be in on time for my shoot cause I wanted to utilize it for a shoot 😭 my birthday is in 11 days as well, the years are flying by 😭 but here I am fresh out the bath squeaky clean 🥰
Fresh out the bath. How long do you think post videos should be? Reasonably. In regards to my Instagram story, I woke up this morning feeling horrible. The coughing sucks which is why I didn't end up going live. I don't want to be coughing every 10 seconds on camera 😅 I'm thinking more about switching my hair up I'm just nervous cause it's been over a decade since I let anyone touch my hair that I actually trusted, I don't even know how much it will cost either but I doubt it's the same as it was 10+ years ago lol
Was so busy, had a lot of running around today trying to get some things in order but do you remember these 👀 it's always a guessing game as to what am I wearing underneath every day. Is it comfys? Lingerie? Or nothing at all? 🤔🙃 I love these because they're adjustable, so as my 🍑 has plumped they still fit just right 🥰
So this outfit is going to be utilized for a waterfall shoot this month 😍 Thank you for waiting 😭 the last 4 days I've done everything I can to beat getting too sick, I think tomorrow I'll be feeling better. Only have a cough left. I had a slight scare earlier when I blew my nose and my ears popped omg the pain in my right ear was so bad 😭 but it's good now thankfully 🙌🏼 messages will be answered tomorrow sorry for delay in messages I've been trying to stay off my phone, when I get congested looking at a screen just makes my eyes hurt. In this rebill that's sent to DMS only as long as you had your rebill on but can be purchased if missed for $50 instead of $75 from now on.
Swipe for video 🥰 I'm feeling alot better, just took a long shower to help with congestion. Still got a runny nose here and there but the sore throat is gone and the pressure in my face is about 90% gone, I still got a slight cough but I've been eating lots of honey comb to help that 🥰 as predicted the package arrived about an hour ago 🤣 amazon is never accurate in my area smh they delivered it to the leasing office to which firstly was closed so it was outside and I had also put in instructions to leave AT my buildings vestibule/mail room. Fedex would never 😉 so tomorrow after my tattoo removal appointment (I was nervous I'd have to reschedule if I didn't feel better) I'm gunna be taking the rebill only pics as well as pics for my post. I've been brainstorming with my unofficial manager and concluded I will be looking into renting a space so I can do pictures more freely. It's hard to take pictures in a place you have a roomate and limited space. ALSO after my birthday (4/19) when I go for my next shoot I will be furthering my search and buying a set up to start twitch ect. I wanted to wait till after I did my taxes to make any big purchases.
Felt this was more personal. Anyone else have horrible seasonal allergies? I absolutely hate it, idk why I still live here knowing my allergies flare up every season here 🤣 I've been downing day quil like crazy since yesterday, my throat does feel 90% better but now it's just congestion and feeling very weak. SOS 😫🤣
Happy Easter 🐣🐰 I may post a double today we will see! I mentioned it last year but I was born on Easter 🥰 (4/19) So just call me your Easter bunny 😜 Rest of DMs will be answered tomorrow! 🥰 Swipe for video 🙃
I'm feeling alot better I just had to sleep it off, I hope your Sunday was better than mine! I've been sifting through my albums and thought I'd post some shots from my older photoshoots, have another one next month for my birthday 🥰 this year my birthdays on a Friday 🤗 32 years yo.ung 💃🏻
Thank you for the feedback from my last post, I swear I overthink too much, I just want to make sure I'm doing good enough. I'm working on an office space where I can do my sewing, twitch and content for here and its coming together slowly but surely. I just got myself a gaming chair that should be in by the 28th and when I do I'm going to be going live more often! This year is going to be better than last year. I purposely gained a bit of weight to plump my 🍑 up and now I'm working on toning my arms and tummy, when I lose weight I lose it in the worst areas to lose it and I like where my boobs ass and legs are at right now. I know some don't read my captions and that's perfectly OK but I like giving you updates on what's going on in my life and my head and this is the only platform that I will do it on. All the other platforms are too public and I'm not huge on letting the whole world know me. So for those who read what I have to say, Hi 😆❤️ I didn't post this before cause I felt "fat." But the whole point of this is to feel more comfortable with my body which I do more now than ever but I still have my moments.
Honestly idk what to do I don't have anything new to take photos in and I don't want it to feel repetitive 😭 maybe that's just me in my head thinking that but at the same time I've been looking to find new outfits to wear and I swear it's so limited for my size it really irks me. I'm doing gym content tomorrow 💯 not guna lie, I haven't posted these cause it legit doesn't look like water kinda to me but you know what 🤷🏼♀️
I fell victim to the drunkin st paddy's night and felt absolutely AWFUL today 😖😅 but I will say it was a wonderful night out. Truly if it wasn't for the support of everyone here, my friends and family over the past few weeks idk if I would have ever smiled again. Thank you for being so supportive and patient through my grieving process, it really means so much to me 🩷
Tomorrow's post is going to have an update, I may be sending out an extra free bundle this coming week so make sure your rebill Is on for that as well as for April's 🥰
So I went to the dollar store to grab some push pins and they won't hold up my back drop 😭🤣 that's my fault for going to the dollar store. But I still wanted to do a lil sumthin so here's a video of me trying on one of the very first outfits I've posted (also my pfp here) it's so weird how my top half got bigger but my waist lost a lil weight. This is exactly why I have such a problem buying lingerie, my body is so weird 😭
I was gunna do a recreation of my first posts (outfits) but I can't find my push pins for my back drop 😭 I'm just gunna grab some tomorrow while I'm out and do it for tomorrow night instead. I've been going through messages and will be going through more tonight and tomorrow I'm sorry if I haven't gotten to your message yet but I promise I will!
It's hard doing messages when I do it personally 😭 I will be getting to more later today! I'm loving the animal print. I will be doing a shoot in April and one of the themes is hunting! If you find anything you'd like to see me wear that relates to the theme on Amazon, send me screen shot and I'll add it to my wish list 🥰
Got my oil change done today, alignment, did some errands for some upcoming projects for here. Got home and immediately took my bra off and my pants off 🙃 I like being comfy in my room 😌
Dms will actually be tomorrow, I'm dealing with my taxes today, I've never had to file as a buisness so it's honestly a bit more complicated than I thought.
Do you think I have no ass? Like I feel like it's small but I still think I have an ass, my measurements for my boobs is the same measurements for my ass. And my boobs are big. I'll be reponding to all DMs tomorrow, thank you for being so patient with DMs ❤️ I will be posting clips of videos 2x a week and the full ones will be available to buy. Tomorrow you'll get to see how flexible I am 🙃
So I had ordered a bunch of stuff to wear here and of course it didn't come in on time before I went up north. I get home and it's here lol which at least it is but I definitely could have used that the last couple days.
Even though it's not appropriate to wear at family events seeing how it doesn't "fit" I absolutely love it. Will definitely be wearing just not around family and youngins lol
Rebill bundle with have alot of 🍒 action 👀 I'll be sending it out later tonight to make sure your rebill is on 🥰 yes, there will be videos and many videos ranging 1+ minutes available to buy. I'm changing the video rate from $75 to $50 as well as changing rebill bundles you've missed from $75 to $50. the only reason why it was $75 is cause OF charges an interest fee and that doesn't include me paying taxes.
It's really been a rough week for me. Truly I can't even express fully the emotional Rollercoaster I've had this past week. Thank you so much for being understanding while I grieve the loss of someone who helped mold me to who I am today. She even knew about this, what I do here and she never once judged me for it or had any negative things to say. I'm also so grateful for the girlfriends I have in my life that have made sure I dont feel completely alone. They've been doing everything they can to make sure I keep a smile on my face, I know my mum wouldn't have wanted me to lose my smile but sometimes it's hard. Don't forget I will be doing the rebill bundle on Monday, I have a whole special shoot set up for Sunday that I'm actually excited about. Other than bubbles, what else would you put in a bathtub? I thought glitter but I'm not sure how I feel about that lol
Usually I only include videos for either sale or for the rebill bundle but I've been posting videos for free to try and make up for the days I don't post. I tried responding to DMs and with all the condolences it's been a little hard to go through them so forgive me for also not responding to DMs. I absolutely will be getting back to it all here. I called her my second mother but she was truly a mom to me. I call her mum. I always will. Feels weird to talk about it especially here but I want to make sure you know what's going on behind the scenes. The rebill bundle will be sent out Monday because I booked a place so I can really throw myself into this next bundle. I want it to be better than the last. The bottoms in this video were too big because I had to order large due to the top lol should I do more videos?
I'm doing better today, I'm going to be answering all DMS tomorrow. This is supposed to be a dress but because my 🍒 are so big well it's more like a tank top 😆 but I think this is a winner to add to my wardrobe for my next shoot? The first of the month is right around the corner so don't forget to switch your rebill on for the free exclusive content that's only sent to DMs if your rebill is on. Past bundles are always available for sale just DM me if you've missed any.
This picture will be apart of the uncensored fundraiser pictures, also adding a lil video today because I know it's been a bad couple days of me posting. I lost my second mom last night so please forgive me if I am a little behind. I'm not taking it well, my eyes are currently puffed up so bad, last night I could barely see.
