Now that I think about it, I don’t know where those boots we..
Now that I think about it, I don’t know where those boots went, but I know where I did.😉
2014💥
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I’ve been attempting to upload this for 2 days 💀I did Acroyo..
I’ve been attempting to upload this for 2 days 💀I did Acroyoga tonight which felt wonderful on my body. Wish I could have recorded it and done it nude too.
2024-12-02 03:09:58 +0000 UTC View Post
Yesterday was my birthday. I’m currently in AZ with @sensual..
Yesterday was my birthday. I’m currently in AZ with @sensualsweets777 as I was last year with @god.eternal and @guerino where I got to eat Sugar as my cake 🍰✨ we were going to do a repeat of last year but better- but to be quite frank I have been processing so much grief we had to postpone for a few more days as I spent all of yesterday just, crying and trying to make it through the day. I miss my cat Gidget and I miss @god.eternal too. My only wish this year can’t come true so I didn’t blow out the candle on my cupcake anyway, she did. And I was already sobbing when they came in to sing me happy birthday. In a way the universe partially gave me what I wanted and @god.eternal came to me briefly in my dreams last night.
Needless to say I didn’t get around to decorating Sugar and eating her last night, but I will once I can pull myself together more. I’m attempting to honor those of you who are left here, so I’m attempting today to at least start the process of releasing any previous photos and sets or content I had previously recorded before Gidget and my God’s leaving of this realm to continue to guide me and watch over me in the next paradise and within the Universal energy which I believe never dies.
Thank you all for supporting and honoring me during this time. I wish I could record something for you, even just a testimonial telling you where I am at but I’m too much of a mess. I’m still here and breathing though, and I still see so much beauty and connection in this life, so thank you all for sharing in that with me and connecting with me through my art, content creation, fuckery and all else. The light in me sees and honors the light in you. The perv in me too 😉
So thank you. I may not be active or reaching out but that does not mean I am not thinking of you all. I yearn to have capacity to create again. ❤️🩹
I think I knew that you were dying, I just didn’t want the ..
I think I knew that you were dying, I just didn’t want the proof.
2024-11-18 13:53:03 +0000 UTC View PostI miss my bush but my kitten doesn’t look bad bald now does ..
I miss my bush but my kitten doesn’t look bad bald now does it?
These are from a set I did before both my cat of 20 years, and familiar, Gidget and @god.eternal crossed the veil to be together in paradise.
I apologize for the lack of content. Things have been extremely difficult but I am getting through them the best way I can, with a lot of help and support and energy from my people ✨
Stopped by @happy_daddy_ties and used his pole to move my bo..
Stopped by @happy_daddy_ties and used his pole to move my body again for the second time since Gidget crossed over. I had just started doing yoga again that morning in late October when @god.eternal decided to guide from above instead of fucking me down below.
I’m trying to get back to me ❤️🩹
Got to use the bench finally. I had requests for B/G and I w..
Got to use the bench finally. I had requests for B/G and I wanted to show I wasn’t playing when I said I did it. Swipe for video ➡️
This was one of the first things I recorded after my kitty passed away and I was getting back into myself before the next loss i experienced. I have some new fans and I am not trying to do anyone a disservice. I have backed content I need to edit and I don’t really have capacity for editing so I may just start posting things raw. Going through the motions of the crossing over of @god.eternal as well. So things have been rough lately again.
I’m getting through it the best I can so, bear with me.
I did get dressed up to honor and celebrate and clown around..
I did get dressed up to honor and celebrate and clown around for myself, Gidget, @god.eternal and the masses so you all as well. Pranced around the streets but didn’t document any of that but that’s ok because you can’t share things here from public anyway with big groups. But I’ll tell you all now I was with immaculate energy and a bunch of hotties. All good sweet juicy energy and I honked my clown horn that @god.eternal got me at all the gorgeous people and bodies and knockers and ass I saw 🤡💥💙🌀✨
And was thinking of you all too! Before I even went out! 💋
I know this is repetition but i am putting it up anyway. I l..
I know this is repetition but i am putting it up anyway.
I love @god.eternal so much. He always was my God. And I worshipped him as such. My eternal ray. I love you. 🌀🌌♾️
Hey everyone, my previous partner, who I was still supportin..
Hey everyone, my previous partner, who I was still supporting and letting live with me, relapsed on fentanyl for the second time this year. The first time, in January narcan saved him- this time, when I found him, I knew he was already gone.
As most of you know I just lost my cat of 20 years Gidget. She passed peacefully under the stars at the same park my previous partner relapsed, overdosed and died at. It has only been a few days and I am at a loss. I was just getting my feet back under me after Gidget passed away. I have some content I had recorded before this happened with @god.eternal, with another content creator. When I have bandwidth and capacity I will upload it. I’ve been struggling with a lot of grief and loss in a short period, of the souls I held most dear in special and various ways.
Thank you for continuing to give me grace. This has been by far the hardest most grueling time of my life.
I’m sorry for the lag but here’s some BTS for ya 💋💥✨Just get..
I’m sorry for the lag but here’s some BTS for ya 💋💥✨
Just getting back to shooting since Gidget crossed the veil 💫🐾❤️🩹
Fucked myself for my fans and followers too 😉 let’s baguette about it! 🥖✨
That was a running joke between me and a friend, when life seemed to go to shit we would buy a baguette and cheese and jam and talk about it. We would “Baguette about it” I know it’s silly but also so synchronic, I had to share.
🚙💋😘 Just a little update and to show my face again ✨ and tit..
🚙💋😘 Just a little update and to show my face again ✨ and tits too!
Videos to come to come, and cum!
Anyone into muscle worship? I have a fan who can’t get enoug..
Anyone into muscle worship? I have a fan who can’t get enough of my muscles- so he has me do customs where I flex for him. It also makes me feel good and empowered knowing even after all the loss and turbulence I have been going through, I still look alright 🫣❤️🩹🐾✨
2024-10-08 00:10:57 +0000 UTC View PostWould you say I’m highly flexible compared to average? Fun f..
Would you say I’m highly flexible compared to average? Fun fact is I’ve always been bendy. My back is limber and my long legs can be put anywhere, including over or behind my head 😉
2024-09-30 18:26:48 +0000 UTC View PostNude yoga. 🧘🏽♀️ This is me attempting to get back into some..
Nude yoga. 🧘🏽♀️
This is me attempting to get back into some sort of normalcy. I feel Gidget in the wind. In the sun on my face. Someday I too will join her and we will intermingle again. I know it will be grand ♾️
Energy always remains. ✨
I love you Gidget 🐾❤️🩹
Another set from my last shoot 💙
Another set from my last shoot 💙
2024-09-26 16:17:09 +0000 UTC View PostThis is the first thing I've had the energy to create since ..
This is the first thing I've had the energy to create since Gidget crossed the veil. ✨🐾
One pussy may have passed but the other is still here and looking just as good as the flowers in this video clip (if I do say so myself 😉 but watch it and see for yours 🌸).
I'm slowly mending and trying to take my time, it's only been 11 days.
I'm doing my best and will continue to get you guys content daily, and keep you updated on how I am doing. Some moments are harder than others but I'm still here, and we'll see what magic and fuckery I get back to in coming weeks... or days... depending on how I'm feeling.
Thinking of all of you 💋
Which pose do you like best? 1, 2, 3, 4 or... 5 😈The first i..
Which pose do you like best? 1, 2, 3, 4 or... 5 😈
The first is my favorite because it was the most difficult yoga pose for me. Forearm stand with Scorpion shows off not only my strength but my flexibility. Which is your favorite?
The photographer asked me to bring outfits I felt most comfo..
The photographer asked me to bring outfits I felt most comfortable in. I brought my silks and a pair of lingerie, and delightfully told him I'm most comfortable naked. This is one of three sets, as we shot the lingerie and naked yoga poses too. I'm most excited to share those, the nude yoga photos, but am going to share all the sets in the next couple days then take a poll to see which of the three sets you all liked most.
I do love this photographers style of shooting and his lighting use, which you will see most of in the black and white yoga set.
Hope everyone is vibrating high, and if you have an abundance of energy, share that magic with people who need it ✨
As some of you already know, I lost my best friend and the l..
As some of you already know, I lost my best friend and the love of my life recently, my baby girl Gidget. She was 20 years old and still kickin and adventuring with me up until the very end. I've been grieving since she left this life and had to postpone my shoots and content creation until I am energetically and physically capable. I do have some new sets coming your way, I had done some shoots and not gotten the content yet. I just chatted with one of the photographers and he is going to send me the edits in the next few days, as I told him I'm going through it but I don't want to do my fans a disservice. I want you to get what you are paying for.
I'm slowly mending, some moments are harder than others. Just trying to make it through a day without crying, and I am making myself eat at least something small every day as I lack appetite and energy too.
I am going to use this platform to document my healing and breaking this month and I'm sure for more to come as grief isn't a linear line, and neither are my emotions.
Thank you guys for your support and always seeing me.
I could use a lot of financial help right now, as the cremation process and all else cost me a grand that I didn't expect to have to pay, and because I can't work at this moment and am giving myself grace, I'm struggling to pay my monthly bills let alone the cremation which I just put on my credit card as I couldn't really focus on finances or debt when I just lost my baby girl.
I don't usually ask for help, but I don't really have a choice right now so, feel free to tip this post or send me a DM with a tip, condolences or anything else. Thank you ❤️🩹🐾🫂✨
I apologize for the static recently all of you I have been g..
I apologize for the static recently all of you I have been going through a very difficult time. My soul mate Gidget left this realm last night and I am completely crushed. If you know me at all then you know my love for her was unconditional and unprecedented. I had her for twenty years. I’m going to take a week or two before I create new content. If any of my old projects become edited I will post them but I am taking a break for myself to grieve and to mourn. Thank you for your understanding and always for your support.
2024-09-08 15:42:30 +0000 UTC View PostBeing naked in nature is where I belong. Missing hot springs..
Being naked in nature is where I belong. Missing hot springs but it’s too hot outside everywhere to enjoy them. Seeking shade amongst the trees and boulders currently, hoping to chase some waterfalls and get into some other bodies of water again. I’ve been able to utilize the ocean a couple times but not nearly enough this year either.
How do you prefer to see me?
Black light baby giraffe 🦒 They actually call me a baby gir..
Black light baby giraffe 🦒
They actually call me a baby giraffe because I’m not stable on my feet- but I can bend like a mother fucker.
I’ve been a busy girl, a hungry one too. 🍣 No chop sticks fo..
I’ve been a busy girl, a hungry one too. 🍣 No chop sticks for me I like to use my hands whenever I can 😉 cleaning is work! So glad I can make it fun too. 💋
2024-08-25 15:57:09 +0000 UTC View PostSometimes I get so caught up in all the things I’m doing in ..
Sometimes I get so caught up in all the things I’m doing in person with shooting and connecting that I forget to upload things, so as I was making more space on my phone and organizing I realized I never did post the part two of this, so here it is 💋and now, I won’t post anything more in this dress for while! I shot in it multiple times over the course of the month, but I live for variety 😉
2024-08-21 17:04:01 +0000 UTC View PostShould have put this shot first in the queue- zoom to see wa..
Should have put this shot first in the queue- zoom to see water pour from my mouth onto my tits and kitty 😼
2024-08-20 18:42:45 +0000 UTC View Post