Hey! Happy (or unhappy) new year! I was in the ER for most of the day today.
I’ve been having some really bad health problems (gastrointestinal stuff most likely) which is why I’ve been absent. The past couple months have been bad. I don’t think it’s anything too serious or deadly, but I woke up in bad pain for the 6th day in a row today and I finally caved and went to the ER. They did some tests which all came back good, so the doctor said I might have stomach ulcers?? I’m getting referred to a specialist. I’ve never had issues like that before but if that’s what’s been causing me to be miserable for the past couple months then hey, at least I’m one step closer to getting it solved.
So. Moving forwards, I’ve been thinking about changing this page into a free page with pay per view photosets or videos that would probably be low priced. I really do love modeling and making content. But it’s hard to look happy in pictures when you feel 10 seconds away from throwing up constantly.
I really want y’all’s opinion on what I should do with this page. I’m hopefully going to be better soon, but I have no idea what’s wrong with me and how long it’s going to take, and I’m sorry to everyone I’ve let down by being gone. Because I run this page alone with only photography help from Caroline, I’ll most likely unable to respond to direct messages, but I’m going to try to read through as many as I can when I am able to 💕 I will also be responding to comments on posts, and might have Caroline help me. Thank you all for caring about me so much.
Lots of love,
Ellie
P.s. I randomly grabbed the shirt this morning, and I love the irony
Splashing around and I tried to spell “Love Ellie” in the sand but it didn’t go as well as I had hoped 😅 two videos at the end showing the attempts 😂
Also @caroline.themysterygirl ’s feet make a cameo in one of the vids haha
Just some selfies I took from a bunchhh of angles! You could think about these as if looking down at you cause you’re so short, or that you’re tiny and I’m holding you in your hand 🥰
I seriously have a plant problem. Before this year, I have never been very successful keeping plants alive. I remember getting succulents a few years ago and killing them. And I’ve never gardened before. But this year somethin must have changed because I guess now I have a green thumb? Would y’all like a video of me showing off my different plants? I know it’s not height/modeling related or anything but I love my plants so much. Comment below :)
If you were told me a few years ago that I would enjoy regularly foot modeling I would’ve looked at you like you’re crazy. But honestly, it’s grown on me. There’s beauty and grace in the human form. Of course it’s OK to not like feet, plenty of people don’t like them. But I can understand the aesthetic value of a beautiful and taken care of foot. Idk if that makes sense I know it’s sorta random! 😅 Anyway here have these feet pics 😌
This is a rlly big group of photos because I couldn’t choose so, have fun 😂 hope y’all like them 😚
Thank @caroline.themysterygirl for the photography and angles 💕
So I lowered my price a couple months ago while I was doing really bad mentally and wasn’t posting much. I really want to put it back to the original price, but I don’t wanna do anything like that without asking y’all first. Please participate in this poll so I know what to do ☺️
-Love Ellie 💕
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(Sorry bout the bruises, I backed my big booty up into a metal rolly cart furniture thing (idk how to describe it. One of those three leveled Ikea carts) and stabbed myself on metal) I figured y’all would wanna see my ass anyway though 🤷♀️
First group of beach shots! This was as we were walking to the shore 😊
I know it’s later than my usual post but I literally slept 14 hrs last night for some reason. Went to bed at midnight and didn’t wake up until 2 pm (and then I was depressed because I hate sleeping in so late and feel like it’s starting my day off bad). I have noooo idea why other than maybe still jetlgged and just behind on sleep. I do feel exhausted. Anyways, more coming tomorrow!💕💕💕🥰
Random poll: do I post too many pictures? Like in one post sometimes I’ll have almost a dozen pictures that are similar/same outfit but all different angles or expressions. I have a hard time narrowing down and just choosing a couple 😅
Got in from my trip late last night! I’m tired, but wanted to show y’all some of my favorite pics from the trip 😊I got to watch the sun set over the ocean which has kinda been a bucket list item for me, I’d never really been to the Pacific Ocean before!
I got lucky on leg room two out of four flights 😅 a really kind flight attendant said that the exit row had an empty seat and moved me there, and then on the way back the middle seat didn’t show up so I had a lil room to stretch out! All in all I had a good trip (other than walking into that gate I took a pic with, that hurt rlly bad and I had a bump on top of my head), and I’m ready to get rid of this jet lag and get back to taking and editing photos and vids for y’all 🥰
