Rule #7 SMILE… In the Summer of 2020, a person in Tanzania told me to always smile, no matter what people say. So in the beginning of 2021, after returning to Tanzania alone this time, I wrote in my journal with colored pencils #7 SMILE. I smile in the presence of people who I was once attached to whose behavior once gave me great pain and suffering. 😁🙏🏾 I smile when I recognize that my behavior causes stress in other people. 😁😂 I smile with the knowledge that many people talk with me because they want sex or money. 😂😁 I smile because I like to smile. 😁😁😁
Rule #6 LISTEN… Listening to each other speak, listening to what was being said, listening to the quietness of not making noise, LISTENING became the focus in the classroom for the remaining two months that I taught during the world shut down. 😁🙏🏾
As I was stranded in nature this day, I listened to the sounds of the ocean, the wind, the crabs, the birds, and eventually a motor once the water rose enough to move the fiber boat again. My thought during the day, when unable to do anything else but listen, the mind surrenders to what is and does not worry about what was not and what will be. LISTENING allowed me to be present and STAY FOCUSED, BE NICE, LEARN, ENJOY, and BE SAFE. LISTEN and adjust accordingly. 😁🙏🏾
*There is a peek-a-boo photo created unintentionally. Enjoy. 😁
Rule #5 STAY FOCUSED… This rule was created by a substitute. When returning to the classroom one morning after taking a day off for myself, written on the board were the words STAY FOCUSED. How appropriate. 😁 I have learned staying focused in life is essential. Whatever the task is, STAY FOCUSED. In a classroom as a student, at a job or career working, self employed or creating a new business, starting or ending a relationship, traveling or at home, eating or purchasing food, driving a vehicle or walking…staying focused is essential to not becoming distracted. For me, if my actions are not aligned with what I believe I want in life, then I am allowing distractions to direct my life rather than making choices that are more in line with what I truly desire. Distractions can help us learn more deeply what we desire and do not desire. So once you know what you need and want in life, remove the distractions and STAY FOCUSED. 😁🙏🏾🙏🏾😁
I want to make money online. This day, without knowing ahead of time, I was able to focus my efforts on an action that will allow me to make money. While wearing this bathing suit, and half squatting and half bending over in and outside this boat, I allowed a penis to slide up and down my butt crack and cum on my back. The first time was incredible as I looked out at the beautiful scenery that surrounded me. The second time was recorded. 🙏🏾😁😂😁😂😁😂😁 I have permission to share the video. I do not have the legal permission to share the video on OnlyFans yet.
To purposefully be nice to myself today, I spent more time moving the body around. 😁😂 I danced outside on a large sand pile, I swam in the ocean, and I shook out my lazy legs. 😂😂😂 I have to motivate myself to be active a lot more in Tanzania. 🙏🏾😁🙏🏾
Rule #4 BE NICE… This rule was created because some students in the classroom were really mean. So after fall break, the students returned to a fourth rule, BE NICE. Showing and practicing how to be nice was part of our everyday time together. Practicing how to use words to express thoughts rather than hitting and kicking, and showing the natural consequences of lying, stealing, and cheating was a regular part life, in and out of the classroom.
For myself, I can now recognize when I am criticizing, judging, insulting, hurting myself, and I can be nicer to myself. BE NICE, not perfect, towards others and yourself. 😁🙏🏾🙏🏾😁
Rule #3, LEARN… The first three rules for the classroom were created at the same time. BE SAFE because we do not want to die right now, HAVE FUN because we should enjoy our life as much as we can, and LEARN because we are here to learn. Since that first day back at school with the students when I revealed a more simplistic way to think about behavior, I have learned to trust myself, I have learned to believe in myself, and I have learned that I want to make enough money to always be able to take care of myself. I am 53 1/2 years of age. In 20 years, I want to be able to smile because I am living a life where I am financially taking care of myself. 😁😁😁 Time will tell what will happen. I do know that everyday I am alive in this body, I will be learning. 🙏🏾😁🙏🏾
#2 ENJOY - HAVE FUN…My second rule is inspired by my father. Having bone cancer, my father knew his body was dying and his time left on earth was limited. So on a rare occasion that my father and I got to spend a few days together without anyone else around, my father told me to enjoy my life. 😁 I do not know if he knew the struggles I had internally with how my life was at the time; that knowledge does not matter. What matters is weeks later after my father passed away, I made myself a promise to change what was not okay in my life. I have worked relentlessly to change everything about myself and my life in order to free myself from the unnecessary stress that makes life not fun. I think my father would be very proud of the woman I am today. 🙏🏾😁💙
I love the ocean and being on and in the water. Yesterday, I started sailing lessons again in the small wooden sail boat. Later in the evening, I laid on a very large wooden dohw under the stars listening to music. I was invited by beautiful sailors. I made sure they knew that I was not having sex with anyone. 😂😂😂 That fun will come again naturally without the stress. 😁🙏🏾😁🙏🏾😁🙏🏾
As a teacher, my classroom had many rules and many more procedures in order to provide an environment that was conducive to the educational learning and personal self growth of everyone. In August of 2020 during the world shut down, I removed all past classroom procedures and rules and started over. In less than a year, I had unknowingly created my own rules for life. As of today, I follow my own rules and share them with others. 😁🙏🏾
#1 BE SAFE (KUWA SALAMA) I went back to work in 2020 to teach students how to read, write, speak, and do math because these skills are important for people to know how to do. Everyone at the school was mandated to wear masks, stay 6 feet apart, and so on, because people were afraid of getting sick and dying. I realized to not be afraid of dying; instead, BE SAFE in life. So when I returned to Tanzania and anticipated sexual encounters, I started purchasing condoms whenever I could get them at the cheaper price. I probably have about 20 unused and unopened condoms sitting in a bag in my room right now. Being prepared to have sex by having condoms allows me to say yes when I want to and still keep my body safe. Being safe by using a condom does not eliminate fun. Being safe allows me to be assured that I am being responsible to myself and following the first rule. BE SAFE. 😁🙏🏾😁🙏🏾😁🙏🏾
Some time ago, I was asked to take photos of my butt, and the person paid me right away. What happened? I procrastinated creating the photos because I thought I needed the help of a specific person to create the photos required. I continue to learn to rely on and trust myself. When I really need help, the help will come. So the other day I picked up my phone and took photos of my butt with me wearing a little white shirt. I am inside my white room and outside when it is raining and not raining.
Sitting in a restaurant this late evening typing to you and watching a soccer game, I am making an effort to put my hand in my pants without being noticed. Hahahahaha I am always noticed. 😁🙏🏾😂😂🙏🏾😁
I made businesses cards with a sign. 😂🙏🏾😁 I was so happy to get on the boat. I did 5 consecutive pushups. 😁🙏🏾😂 I got naked in my room with the phone holding light. I am happy to rely on myself for what I can. 🙏🏾😁🙏🏾 Outside my room there can be a little privacy in a little nature. I am always happy for privacy in nature. 😁🙏🏾🙏🏾😁
#2 WAY I WANT TO MAKE MONEY RIGHT NOW…
The other day I had so much fun creating two signs with colored crayons and pencils. When the sign was finished, I got naked and created two photos I liked of me holding the sign. I want to make money enjoying life. One way I would love to make money is creating signs and posing with the signs. For $20, I would love to make your sign, take 3 photos with your sign (or create a 30 second video with your sign), and send your sign to you with some personalized writing from me. 😁🙏🏾 If you are seriously interested and able to pay the $20, send me a message. 😁😁😁 I am making money to take care of myself. 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
When a sudden burst of rain began falling yesterday, I went outside to make sure all available containers would be used to catch the fresh water. Fresh water is so important for life. 😁🙏🏾 As I noticed an African male friend watching me having fun playing in the rain, I realized my little white shirt was probably a little see through. 😂😁 Happy to share me having fun with whoever is watching. 😁🙏🏾
This is my Bill Kuchoka anklet a friend made that I have been wearing for about 1 1/2 years. 😁 The other photo is me butt naked under my Hawaiian village dress. You must read the PREVIOUS post to understand this post. Much love to everyone. 🙏🏾😁😘💜
So much on my mind. What do I share? 😳🤪🧐 I am my biggest enemy and biggest critic. Walking down the beach this evening with the moon rising, I sit down in the sand and take a photo with the moon behind me. I really do not know what each day in my life will bring. I have moments where I am scared to fail myself and others, and I definitely do not want to let people down. Life truly is a process, and I am in the middle of learning how to record myself having sex and giving a blow job. And based on what I have recorded, I have failed. But I have not failed. I sit in my long Hawaiian village dress, showered and clean, in an open shop where people come to do money transactions writing to you because my room does not give me good enough phone connection to be online. The expectations I place on myself keep me moving forward, and often keep me moving forward alone. If I am concerned about failing myself, how much greater the fear is of failing others. Hence, why I loved living a quiet life in the jungle alone. I no longer want to be alone forever, yet I do not want to let people down. 😁 Today I wanted to masturbate and make myself cum. I wanted to enjoy the pleasure of rubbing oil on my body and feeling my clitoris and the warmth inside my pussy. I wanted to take photos of me in stretching poses. I wanted to scrub my feet. I have wanted to do so much more than I have. This is me. Sometimes I move fast and sometimes I move slow. There is a saying that many of the people of Kendwa know me as, “Bila Kuchoka”. It means without tire. Another translation could be never give up. I am so appreciative of everyone’s love and support. I had no idea how much people cared and liked me. Being on OnlyFans, social media, walking the streets in a foreign country, I have learned I AM BILA KUCHOKA, ALWAYS AND FOREVER. So I will sleep soon and wake up tomorrow, and without tire, I will continue this journey of sexual exploration not matter what the videos show or look like. I succeed everyday because I never give up. Aloha 😁🙏🏾🌺
NAKED… BEAUTIFUL PUSSY PHOTOS WITH CUM…One of the last times I had sex, I took photos and a little video of my pussy and butthole in different positions. You can slightly see the cum on my leg and on my pussy. 😁
The video took a day to upload; I was persistent. 😁 Having fun to the song “Puuh” by Billnass and Jay Melody. 😁😂😁
Yesterday, I was most sexually aroused when a group of African males, probably in their 20’s, got on the dalah dalah (small bus). 😂😂😂 I think it is good to tell the truth. 😂😁🙏🏾😁 It is also good to know the truth. 🙏🏾😁
Having fun to the song “Puuh” by Billnass and Jay Melody. I was most sexually aroused today when a group of African males, probably in their 20’s, got on the dalah dalah (small bus) today. 😂😂😂 I think it is good to tell the truth. 😂😁🙏🏾😁
Before going on an evening walk in the sand, I took some photos to share. 😁 After the walk, I ended up at a local hang out and drank water, ate chapati and eggs, and watched some soccer. Then I rode home on a motorcycle. The driver had a speaker on his bike and he played some fun music. 😁🙏🏾😁 Great evening in my bikini and sarong. 🙏🏾😁🙏🏾😁
The last time I had sex, I picked up the phone and recorded my face while I leaned over a bed for a penis to plunge into my pussy. 😂😂😂 Smiling and giggling are apparently the natural actions for me to do. 😁😂 I am really making an effort to take this sex thing serious. 😂😁😂 Recording myself getting fucked, sucking a dick, or putting a penis in my butthole is not having the outcome we have all expected. 😁😂 I will be working this week to put together a video with the very small clips I have. I downloaded iMovies, so more technology for me to learn. 😁🙏🏾 Thank you for being patient and hopefully laughing and enjoying what I share.
After arriving to Kendwa today, I went swimming in the ocean, I stretched and laid on the sand, I ate food, I smoked weed, I watched soccer, and now I am laying on the floor of the room I rent. 😁🙏🏾😁 I am so grateful. 🙏🏾😁🙏🏾
Showered and ready to put clothes on to travel again. 😁 I am so thankful for a place to sleep and the ability to move so freely around a country. 🙏🏾😁 Aloha🌺😁
I am looking forward to returning to Kendwa on Zanzibar. 😁 I have a room that has enough space for a big bed and still space to dance around and stretch in. 🙏🏾 AND… there is a long and wide sandy beach to play on and deeper water to swim in. 😁😁😁 I am always grateful for clean ocean water to be in. 🙏🏾😁
BUTTHOLE…After showering and making sure my butt was clean, I took these photos and video exposing my butthole. 😁Besides spreading my butt, you also have a beautiful back view of my pussy. 😁🙏🏾😁
I woke up naked this morning excited to share the other piece of clothing I bought yesterday while shopping in Dar. 😁 I purchased a man’s button up shirt to protect my skin from the intense African sun during the day. I like the colors on my skin. 😁🙏🏾
I walked around large and busy shopping areas of Dar es Salaam today. I bought this mans tank top knowing I would one day want to take a photo of myself in it. When I returned to the room, I got naked, rinsed off the body with refreshing cool water, put the tank top on, and took a photo to share with you. 😁😁😁 Even when I am clothed surrounded by thousands of people, I am thinking of getting naked. 😁🙏🏾🙏🏾😁
I posted my first Tweet on Twitter. 😂😁 My username, JungleLady52. I started researching over a week ago how to use Twitter. Everyday I am learning. 🙏🏾🙏🏾😁😁
