Rise and shine ✨️
Rise and shine ✨️
2022-11-19 13:15:15 +0000 UTC View Post
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You should go to my page @she_is_sam and see the version of ..
You should go to my page @she_is_sam and see the version of this without the censor... plus there's one without my doggos interrupting me 😋
2022-11-16 12:01:59 +0000 UTC View PostIt snowed last night, therefore I had to wear a turtle neck ..
It snowed last night, therefore I had to wear a turtle neck today ❄️
2022-11-15 12:48:11 +0000 UTC View PostIt's been a while since I've been on a vacation. Busy buildi..
It's been a while since I've been on a vacation. Busy building a life I don't need one from 🥰
2022-11-09 16:10:03 +0000 UTC View PostSoak up each moment 💛 which one should I keep as a banner ph..
Soak up each moment 💛 which one should I keep as a banner photo? Belly or booty?
2022-11-07 10:19:34 +0000 UTC View PostHi, how are you? My ass is red from spanks 🥰
Hi, how are you? My ass is red from spanks 🥰
2022-11-06 11:41:31 +0000 UTC View PostMy mirror is filthy...but so is my mind sometimes 😋 hope eve..
My mirror is filthy...but so is my mind sometimes 😋 hope everyone had a great Halloween!
2022-11-03 10:09:21 +0000 UTC View PostHow much do you love my tight little body?? Which is your fa..
How much do you love my tight little body?? Which is your favrotie: my bubbly butt, my perky tits or my landing strip? 🥰
2022-10-23 11:05:50 +0000 UTC View PostCurrently soaking in the spa 😌 how's your Thursday starting..
Currently soaking in the spa 😌 how's your Thursday starting off?
2022-10-20 11:26:08 +0000 UTC View PostHope you're enjoying your weekend 😊 can't wait to distract y..
Hope you're enjoying your weekend 😊 can't wait to distract you at work tomorrow
2022-10-16 16:13:12 +0000 UTC View PostYesterday's wellness day was absolutely lovely ✨️ PS keep an..
Yesterday's wellness day was absolutely lovely ✨️ PS keep an eye on your DMs for a treat this weekend
2022-10-14 12:48:10 +0000 UTC View PostWould you let me play my kalimba for you? 💫
Would you let me play my kalimba for you? 💫
2022-10-12 02:16:33 +0000 UTC View PostThursdays are now officially wellness days. Unlock to join m..
Thursdays are now officially wellness days. Unlock to join me after my swim as I soak nude in the spa and sauna giving you multiple yummy angles to dream from and groove topless in the locker room getting ready for yoga class 💫
2022-10-06 18:20:44 +0000 UTC View PostAppreciation for some of my jewelry before getting dressed f..
Appreciation for some of my jewelry before getting dressed for the day 💛 What daily rituals do you practice to bring yourself joy, peace and empowerment? My jewelry is one of many for me ✨️
2022-09-24 05:28:54 +0000 UTC View PostToday I did yoga with the specific intention of releasing an..
Today I did yoga with the specific intention of releasing anger. Excited to further develop this practice and record a guided flow for you all to follow along with and do the same 🖤
2022-09-05 23:51:40 +0000 UTC View PostTake a walk in my mind: Manic because I want to do everythi..
Take a walk in my mind: Manic because I want to do everything I can to change the world because the world we live in isn't one I want to stick around for. Depressed because I know I can't change the world so I focus on bettering myself and no matter how hard I try I don't feel like I belong here. Bipolar constantly. But I stick around because I won't leave this world adding to the tragedy and sorrow. I'll live out this life and try to make the best of it as I have been all this time. Three decades. I've almost been here three decades now. That's not very long, yet I'm already exhausted from existence. There's so much happening and before we never had access to it all so quickly. We find out about more traumatizing information quicker than we can process and wonder why so many of us disassociate. I hate social media but the addiction to staying connected and the guilt for stepping away and practicing privilege to find peace for some time are overwhelming. But rest is productive. And all I want to do by 1 or 2pm everyday is rest. Sometimes I don't make it until 9am before I'm fatigued and ready for the day to be done. Every suicide I hear of I feel terrible for the loved ones left behind and simultaneously feel so much understanding for why someone might reach that edge and be unable to step back from it. The world is shedding its skin and it's ugly and gruesome and slow and infested with parasites; a process no one wants to witness let alone be a part of. Not to mention we've allowed our world to sink so deeply into so many areas of darkness that it's going to take years well past this lifetime to balance. So for many, what's the point? For me the point is, we spend so much time running away from the work needed to be done to heal ourselves, our communities, our cities, our regions, our environments, our planet... that the darkness swallows whatever we step away from. "Someone else will do it." More than likely, someone else is thinking the same. And I don't want to leave this world any darker than it already has become. For me the point is, I love my mother and my father and my sisters and my partner and my friends far too much to add that to the misery they have to deflect or choose to make space for in these overwhelming times. I admire the people who aren't nearly as sensitive as myself, but I empathize greatly for those who are and I will never blame anyone who taps out. Is it selfish? Yes. But is it also selfish to wish to have prolonged someone's suffering? There's nothing YOU could have done and that's okay. Accept that and honor the person you lost by allowing yourself to grieve but also making space for peace and gratitude that their suffering is over. Some may believe in reincarnation, that by tapping out they've abandoned their dharma and that may be so. Then be at peace with that. Be at peace knowing they will be reborn to have another chance at the lessons they felt they could not face. Some may believe in heaven and hell and that their loved one will not be welcome through the pearly gates. I cannot imagine your God would turn away someone who suffered so deeply. I imagine he would wrap them up in love and say, "you're safe now, you don't have to hurt anymore." Some may believe that their loved one's energy pours back into the world. All the love they shared, all the kindness, and all the pain too, everything spreading itself out. Their happiness gracing the ones that brought them joy. Their sadness washing over those who hurt them. That all energy is infinite and their essence will forever linger and churn and channel with the frequencies that surround and vibrate within us. We can only hope that those who feel like they no longer want to live find the courage and power to create a new life for themselves here, in this realm, in this world. It's what I'm currently doing. I so constantly feel that mania and depression I first mentioned. I don't want to be so angry anymore. I don't want to be so sad anymore. I want to honor my being and keep space for this whole human experience, the good and the bad, but for almost all of my life that I remember, I've not felt like I belong. Even in the moments of happiness, I rarely felt as though I was where I was meant to continue investing myself and sharing my energy. So I'm showing up to new spaces. I'm trying to cultivate new income. I'm reevaluating who I consider to be community. I'm slowly but surely killing myself. And I need to put it that way because terrifyingly often, I truly don't want to be alive. It scares the fuck out of me. I won't leave this world darker than it already is. I'm finding my light again, rebuilding my beacon, and will shine brighter than these shadows. Part of me wrote all of this because I want anyone who feels similarly to know they are not alone. Part of me wrote this for those who are grieving the life of someone who took it on their own Another part of me just wants to feel understood.
2022-07-21 16:16:10 +0000 UTC View PostWishing you all a lovely day. There's lots of activity happe..
Wishing you all a lovely day. There's lots of activity happening on my paid XXX page if you're in need of a sexual release 💛 onlyfans.com/she_is_sam
2022-06-20 19:57:17 +0000 UTC View PostTiktok she_is_sam Twitter sheissamiam Instagram saygoodbyesa..
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2022-06-14 14:29:36 +0000 UTC View Post☕️ what do you drink in the morning?
☕️ what do you drink in the morning?
2022-05-10 16:36:53 +0000 UTC View PostThis is your reminder that you're never too old to play dres..
This is your reminder that you're never too old to play dress up 💛
2022-05-06 12:23:22 +0000 UTC View PostI encourage you to put on the song Nothing Else by Angus and..
I encourage you to put on the song Nothing Else by Angus and Julia Stone. Wear something you normally wouldn't and listen to these words as a love song to your own soul. Move and flow in your body 💫 how did it make you feel?
2022-04-15 13:31:09 +0000 UTC View PostJoin me as we sit on the beach Hear the seagulls above Hear ..
Join me as we sit on the beach Hear the seagulls above Hear the fisherman towing his cart Hear the baby's coo There is some beauty that can only be found when we ourselves fall silent. Sometimes when we find an urge to meditate, we are seeking solitude or quiet And often the world is not so giving But in our own silence there is so much peace and tenderness to be felt Find the beauty with me
2022-03-30 00:29:46 +0000 UTC View PostRealizing each moment is a gift creates a life of gratitude ..
Realizing each moment is a gift creates a life of gratitude 💫 . Life will throw you curve balls Life will get messy Life will make you question "why me" again and again and again Until one day you start saying thank you Thank you for this lesson Thank you for slowing me down Thank you for making me see differently Thank you for causing me to grow Thank you for helping me become me
2022-03-29 11:48:02 +0000 UTC View PostWhen is the last time you gave yourself a hug? If you've ne..
When is the last time you gave yourself a hug? If you've never done it, try it! Often times the love we seek is right below the surface. Hold yourself. Breathe. Sink into your soul.
2022-03-22 12:16:37 +0000 UTC View PostTouched down on Earth the other day Stopped by to share a mo..
Touched down on Earth the other day Stopped by to share a moment of grace Witnessed the Sun kiss the lips of a mountain range Walked amongst laughter with a smiling face And became human again Full of gratitude Eager to evolve . Makeup by instagram.com/idomakeupnhair Styled by instagram.com/noelcosgroveintimates . Full videos give you a view of the yummy bits as I walk 😇
2022-03-08 11:46:42 +0000 UTC View PostYou are Love. You are Loved. I hope you embrace all the love..
You are Love. You are Loved. I hope you embrace all the love that surrounds you 🥰 I hope that you be honest with yourself so you may manifest honest connections. I hope you feel the overflow of infinite love within your being and that you allow it to wash over your life like a tide rising and falling with your breath. Breathe that love in, breathe that love out. Swim in it and just keep swimming.
2022-02-15 12:43:20 +0000 UTC View PostUnedited video of me practicing brand new lyrics. I plan to ..
Unedited video of me practicing brand new lyrics. I plan to do more with music and recording properly in the future but for now I'd just like to share the messages that come to me through song 💫
2022-01-11 16:16:55 +0000 UTC View PostSome silly shots by wiehlio.com to remind you not to care so..
Some silly shots by wiehlio.com to remind you not to care so much about what doesn't matter and to think about what does. Don't let your mind trick you into believing this was a bad year. There was so much good if you shift your perspective and see the balance. Think of a time that made you laugh Think of a time you were grateful Think of a time you felt alive Think of someone who's inspired you Think of something you overcame There is SO MUCH GOOD to think of. Do not lose sight of the balance. Unlock for uncensored/NSFW sillies
2021-12-30 15:07:48 +0000 UTC View PostHave you been using or developing your mental health tools? ..
Have you been using or developing your mental health tools? Today has been the first day this month I feel truly off my groove. (And I had just found it! Ugh, life) Leaning deeper into my tools today. About to put on a meditation from the app Insight Timer (fantastic free tool, go download it) after I finish eating some mushrooms I cooked for lunch.
2021-12-07 18:54:39 +0000 UTC View Post