π Santa's lil helper π ~ pt 2 βENDβ
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happy new year! i hope everyone had a nice time celebrating the end of one of the worst years for all of us haha. very happy to be in the new year because there are so many possibilities opening up to me this year! also sorry that this post is still holiday themed, i meant to post it on newyears but the editing was a bit backlogged. Friday comes more of the emo shoot since there is still alot more of that too. also there is another shoot to be edited after that is going to be SO cute. very excited to show you guys!!!
im so very happy and grateful to everyone who has purchased my latest PPV. it means so much to me to know yalls liked it so much! now that Christmas is over my money can start going towards my move again! im so close to my goal it's crazy!!
wellp enough of my chitter chatter, im sending you so much love and im really hoping you have a good start to the year. im hoping we can all get back on our feet this year. don't forget to smile.
π Santa's lil helper π ~ pt 2
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my grandmother asked me to draw a commission of my dad's DnD character for his birthday. i was nervous to take it on but i asked him for the details today and gave him my prices. it seemed to go well. i do have a really cool picture planned. not sure how well ill succeed at it, but i always do my best.
im so very glad everyone is enjoying my latest PPV!! i worked so hard on it so im happy people like it! im not sure ill be able to do PPV next month since im going away to see some of my family in Alberta. i was told that a kid didn't get Christmas this year and that didn't sit right with me. im bringing as many presents as i can carry haha im really hoping to make his Christmas special. thankfully boxing day gave me some good sales and some kind friends are helping out too. it's not usually all about the presents, but how's a kid supposed to believe in Santa if he doesn't even arrive? i told him Santa left the gifts with me. π₯Ί
well that's me signing off in 2023 wishing yalls a happy new year in advance!! next year is going to be a good one, it's gotta be. ππ
ππ€ Lil Emo Decora Girl π
β [ MEGA BJ PPV SET ] β
!! this set is so big that i had to make the price a little higher than my normal sets, but you get more with this one so i hope that makes sense!!
WOWIE this set took sooo long to edit aaaaah! but it's finally done and i can finally give you guys what you've all been waiting for!
i really got into it this time, i ended up enjoying myself so much that i took 10 videos! all of them are here for you to see! i hope you enjoy watching me because it was alot of fun! had my own saliva dripping down my chin.. haha so dazed after too hehe.. i deff enjoy sucking dick and it had been a little bit since i practiced hehe π€
there is more of this shoot to come, but this Friday im hoping to post more of the Christmas shoot. tomorrow is going to be another busy day for me.. laundry and editing.. every day ive been editing... so tired haha but ill be fine. i told twitter im taking some time off for the holidays but i could never leave yalls hanging here.
so much love and positivity from me to you! think good thoughts! or lewd ones..
π Santa's lil helper π ~ pt 1
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im so so tired rn.. flat out exhausted. i for some reason decided Christmas day was when i would finally clean the huge mess in my room. thankfully my niece and nephew helped me sort my accessories with a lil bribery of 5 dollars. they both like organizing and since he's younger i gave him a much simpler task because he still wanted to earn some money. also have been frantically editing photos the past hour for this Christmas shoot literally the day of so i hope it brings you some joy!
Christmas has been great! we opened all the presents on Christmas eve as my mom's tradition of not being able to wait haha but it was lovely. and my favorite part is seeing how everyone likes what i got for them. my niece loved the bracelet i made her too so that's a plus! and her mom [hearing that i also liked the backpack] bought me the exact backpack I bought her for Christmas. so now me and my niece are matching haha.
i hope your Christmas was spent well with the people you love! even if it's your loving pets. im sending you all my Christmas magic and holiday cheer as well!!
ππ€ Lil Emo Decora Girl π ~ pt 2
today was a scramble but i managed to get everything i needed to done! my mom helped me with decorations and i dressed up suuuper cute to take this year's Christmas shoot! i took lotsa cute pics that i hope to edit as soon as possible so i can release them on Christmas! boy am i sleepy after such a long day.
i missed my appointment with the doctor today because i was sleeping, but they let me call back and i was able to still meet with him! he said all my tests came back and my thyroid and blood sugars and stuff are all fine. which means it is my meds. so we lowered my current dose for the next 2 weeks, then when i meet with him again we can discuss changing them. im so happy about this! i can't wait to have a sense of normal back in my life. enjoying food again would be so nice.
sending you all my holiday cheer! with good thoughts and positive vibes too!
[currently editing a new PPV bundle!]
ππ€ Lil Emo Decora Girl π ~ pt 1
i met with my father for the first time in a year.. we don't exactly have a great relationship due to stuff i won't get into, but he's trying to make an effort now so im also trying. he did give me back my favorite paintings from my childhood and the quilt that was made for me when I was a teen. those were happily welcomed.
i wouldn't say that the meeting went bad but because of our past it's hard for me not to feel weird about it.. wellp for now all seems chill so im fine with that.
Christmas is coming up so fast!! i had a Christmas shoot planned this week but im missing some things i need to do that so it might not come out exactly how i wish.. ill figure it out tho!
sending yalls all my good thoughts and all my positive vibes!!
ππ Lil Kandi Raver π ~ pt 4
yesterday i talked to the doctor and they sent me for some blood work. they want to check my blood sugar and my thyroid so i did that yesterday too because they had room to fit me in at the hospital. it was relly scary but the nurses were super nice! because of my EDS there is a bit of nasty bruising left over but that's fine! ill be okay. today's shoot i had to cover it with a bandaid, youll see that when i post it later! hopefully by Tuesday ill hear back from the doctor and if i don't then ill call in myself.
my mental health has been slowly deteriorating and ive been doing all i can to keep myself happy but the cracks are starting to show.. im so hopeful for the future which is something i never had before, but im still struggling all the same. im lucky to have the people in my life i have rn, they have relly helped hold me together. the doctor seemed so dismissive about my symptoms.. i relly hope we can adjust my meds because even the nurses agreed with me that it's the meds.
wellp, enough about my medical jibber. im sending you so much love in hopes you have a wonderful weekend!!
ππ Lil Kandi Raver π ~ pt 3
so, recently ive found out that alot of the health issues ive been dealing with this year are actually side effects of one of the meds im currently taking.. they upped this med at the beginning of the year and never checked how it was effecting my body. so because im used to weird symptoms due to my preexisting health complications, i didn't really notice all of these little things until they have accumulated so badly that im barely functioning at all lately.. good news is, alot of these issues are reversible once im off this medication. but i can't just stop taking them either because i rely on them to keep me stable.
so ill be talking to the doctor tomorrow about better alternatives with less adverse side effects because it's pretty ridiculous that ive been letting these meds destroy me for this long. im feeling alot more hopeful for my body and health now that ik that it's my meds that are messing me up. obviously ill always still have my EDS but these side effects from the meds were really throwing me for a loop.
ill update again Friday! sending lots of love and positive vibes!!!
ππ Lil Kandi Raver π ~ pt 2
today was pretty frustrating due to an array of different issues but the main one that bugged me the most is that i had to redo today's shoot almost entirely. apparently i was having a disaster with the wig bangs shedding over my face and i didn't even notice? ugh. the worst! but it's fine, i only yknow.. had to take 450 photos altogether and then PPV. but yeah the first edited photo looks great so im excited to share it with you once the current shoot is fully uploaded!
the weekend is here and i feel like i barely even started the week.. but weekends are always a nice time to relax.. i think? probably going to get laundry done and stuff tho haha
well that's me signing off for the night, im exhausted but i still have some of my love magic to share with all of yalls. sending you all my good thoughts and all my positive vibes!! enjoy your weekend!
ππ Lil Kandi Raver π ~ pt 1
this shoot was made possible by a really lovely fan, so thankyou for that! ive been really shy to do this but also excited to share so i really hope you enjoy!
im finally drawing again! it's been nice.. made lotsa cute things and some lewd things.. all fun stuff.
tomorrow i plan to do a cute shoot and hopefully some new ppv!
my friend i visited over the weekend really liked the gifts i got and made for her so that was really nice. hoping everyone will love their gifts..
anyhoozle, sending you lotsa positivity and many sunshines and rainbows! βΊοΈ
ππ€ Lil Peep's First Day π€π
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i did such a fun and cute custom shoot yesterday! im really excited to share parts of it with you guys next week! here is a hint.. Lil Kandi Raver! βΊοΈ
this is the last little bit of the lil peep shoot. it was probably one of my favorite shoots ever so im sad to move on.. there are a few super cute videos from it ive yet to post!
happy first day of December!! im so excited for Christmas now that the stress from shopping has died down. the holidays are really such a magical time for me. i love all the music and decorations and ofc getting dressed up. really wish it would snow here already.. you'd think it would snow more in Canada but ig not π₯²
sending you holiday cheer and lots of my good thoughts and positive vibes!
ππ€ Lil Peep's First Day π€π
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last chance to get in on my cyber sale!
im back into making bracelets again! mainly as gifts for Christmas, but it's rekindling that flame in me again. since i got my computer back, i had to put all my jewelry stuff away. i unfortunately do not have space for both.. so atm? my laptop is on the floor... well raised up, but cleared off my desk. not sure how long the bracelet fever will last, but im happy to be doing it again. βΊοΈ
tomorrow is going to be another shoot day! ive got a super cute one planned! when is that not the case tho? hehe
some cosplays came in the other day so that will be really fun! if youre a huge zelda fan like me then i think youre gonna really enjoy it! π
winter is taking its toll on my body, but for now i still have my positivity! sending you all my good thoughts and lots of love too!
ππ€ Lil Peep's First Day π€π
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the pictures from this shoot really bring me alot of joy so i hope they do the same for you! im excited to share every part!!!
most of the Christmas gifts are wrapped, thankyou to everyone who participated in buying my ppvs during November. it's all thanks to you guys that i was able to find something nice for everyone!! tomorrow comes the last 2 gifts from Amazon, so by Sunday they all should be wrapped and ready!!! i was oh so stressed before.. not knowing how i would be able to afford Christmas this year... but you guys really pulled me through. π
some really tough things have been happening to people i care about recently so i just wanna put out some extra love because it's been a tough year and Christmas does not make things easier. im sending all my good thoughts and all my positive vibes, all the love i can muster, and warm energy for those who are really feeling the cold. please take care of yourselves. π₯Ίπ
ππ€ Lil Peep's First Day π€π
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im so proud of this super cute shoot i did yesterday! ive been waiting a couple months for this shirt and hat and it was totally worth the wait! i made such a cute outfit out of them and im relly excited to share these with you!!!
today was great, got my check this morning so the first thing i did was buy Christmas gifts. ive got a gift for everyone but my step brother. tomorrow im gonna go buy him a playstation gift card, since that's the only thing ik he likes lmao
it was nice to chat with my sister a bit today too! the nice one, she's very sweet and very glam. we talked about gifts for her kids and then a bunch about our special interests.. it was lovely. π₯Ή
i made a roblox character to play with my friend's kid. they love roblox and for some reason really wanted me to play it with them. it was actually really fun and chill. ill probably do it again some time because it relly made their day! βΊοΈπ
sending lots of love and hugs!!! im feeling alot more positive today!
κ°α sweet lil angel of love ΰ»κ± ~ pt 4
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free for followers because im so proud of this look and wanna share!
thankyou to everyone who has been buying my ppv this month! all my ppv sales this month are going towards Christmas gifts for my family. yalls are honestly too sweet to me, i have some of the best fans and i love the little sense of community i have with you. it feels safe and cozy, i love and appreciate everyone for being so respectful and kind. i couldn't ask for better peeps.
speaking of Christmas, i was super freaked out about how i was going to afford Christmas when all my earnings is going towards my savings for my move.. but you guys really have pulled through! idk if it's the power of no nut or just some extra kindness because of the holidays but im not so worried now. i think ill be able to afford something nice for everyone now. turns out there is going to be a few more people than im used to accounting for so this is great!
so thank yalls again for everything you've done for me. im sending you all my love and all the positivity i can muster!
~β‘π€ Lil Skater Punk π€β‘~ [PPV]
happy no nut November!
here is my no nut challenge!!
once in a blue moon i make these special PPV available. this year im happy to give them to you as an early Christmas gift.. if you can wait that long...
if you've been waiting to see my bare chest.. nows your chance! for a limited time only these videos will be available for purchase for the month of November!
~β‘βββ’Β° κ°α PRICES ΰ»κ± Β°β’βββ‘~
β‘ first 4 for 8 dollars β
κ°αβ bonus video for 20 dollars βΰ»κ±
~ββ‘[ shows my bare chest ]β‘β~
κ°αβ‘ all for 25 β‘ΰ»κ±
please DM if you're interested! βΊοΈ
κ°α sweet lil angel of love ΰ»κ± ~ pt 3
some people have been a little upset that im not working on PPV currently but i promise i will get right back to it when im ready.
im just really struggling with things rn.
we just bought my papa some winter clothes and he is so happy! it was lovely to see him like that. the big winter coat and fuzzy slippers were his favorite. it's little positive things like that that is keeping me going. im really grateful to have those closest to me, they bring me the love and positivity when i can't muster it myself.
ive been alot more chipper now that ik im depressed and am able to take care of myself accordingly. im hoping to keep this positive mental attitude.
sending all positivity i can manage in hopes you can feel my love too.
κ°α sweet lil angel of love ΰ»κ± ~ pt 2
well winter has hit here in Canada and it's been really effecting me. i have seasonal affective disorder which causes my mood to drop in the colder/darker months of the year. im going to do my best to stay positive as i always do, it's important to me that i can still bring people the smiles they need.
what has been nice is that the game i wanted came out and it's been super duper fun!! couldn't spend much time over the weekend playing it tho because i worked super hard on cleaning my room and helping my mom with some things she needed to get done. now with all of those things aside i can finally chill again.
many thankies and much love to you!
let's try to be positive!!
κ°α sweet lil angel of love ΰ»κ± ~ pt 1
the game i have been wanting for months now just finally came out and ive been playing it all day. with the help of a good friend i was able to pre-order it! it's been so much fun but ill have to put it away for a bunch of the weekend because ive gotta get alot of things done.
next week once my room is tidied ill be back to work work working. i have quite a few customs to bang off but im hoping to still mix in some main shoots too ofc.
i relly thank everyone who has been so patient with me and as always, im sending you all my good thoughts and positive vibes!!
κ°α Rinne the lil walking talking doll ΰ»κ±
π¦ππ¦[ Halloween Shoot ]π¦ππ¦
hey.. sorry i didn't post on friday. some things behind the scenes became a bit complicated and i just couldn't feel motivated to do anything. im relly trying my best even if it doesn't always seem that way. if you are ever interested in seeing my content on days im not posting here, im usually posting every day to Twitter. you can also get important updates there that are too sudden to make their way here. you can find my other social media via the link in my bio.
aside from the recent negative thing, alot of good things have been happening. we finally got the wheel chair for my papa so im super happy about that.
recently got into stardew valley to play it with a fan. it's actually super cute and fun to play with mods. i bought it years ago but never liked the original art style. now it's super cute and im happy to play it with them!
sending so much love and all my positive vibes!! take care and happy halloween!!
κ°α sweet lil confetti baby ΰ»κ± ~ pt 3
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this weekend is going to be so fun! i have plans for a game night with my bestest of friends. not all of them have met each other so it's going to be interesting. but im hoping we will all have a blast and a barely of laughs. recently ive been doing private discord streams of Huniecam studio because all my streaming assets are inaccessible atm. it's been really fun getting to know some of my inner circle fans even better and on a more personal level. im not sure ill ever open my discord up publicly but it's nice to have it where it's at. just a small group of people i can manage easily and that all bring me such joy.
i hope to start getting back into making shoots next week now that my room is more clear and my stuff is all put away. ive just been resting my body as much as i can so i can be ready to get back to work! thankyou to everyone who has been so patient and understanding of me in these times, i wish yalls nothing but the best.
good thoughts and positive vibes!
κ°α sweet lil confetti baby ΰ»κ± ~ pt 2
today was a good day.
for the first time in a long time i woke up with no pain in my tummy. mornings are usually so excruciating for me. i don't like to complain about my condition too often but i just wanted to express that it was a nice relief. im trying out probiotics and they already seem to be making a difference. im so happy to finally be learning about things i can do to help with my condition. ive also been talking collagen because it's something i severely lack. it's helped so much! my nails are finally growing healthy, they don't beak all the time anymore! along with this ive also recently started taking robaxacet for my pain instead of Tylenol. this is a major game changer for me as well. overall i think im finally stepping in the right direction for my health!
got all my cleaning and unpacking done over the weekend! now i can feel clean and move around again!! still have the accessories to unpack tho...
sending you all my good thoughts
and all my positive vibes!!
κ°α sweet lil confetti baby ΰ»κ± ~ pt 1
Halloween is coming up so fast! can't wait to go to the thrift store next week to get new stuff for future costumes. this year i have something silly planned. it's going to be fun. it was a family request that i couldn't pass on.
ive recently found out that there might be a connection between my autism and my EDS. i really wish i had a proper specialist who knows about this stuff but all i can do is Google atm. when i move to Calgary i hope to find someone there who knows more about my condition than me. then i can finally start learning instead of waiting in fear.
update on the wheelchair. the stupid care home gave the company the wrong measurements so it had to be sent back. now we will have to wait another 3 weeks ig..
wellp im sending you much love and good thoughts! i hope this weekend treats you well!!
~ββ‘ Lil Blue Bear β‘β~ [ PPV ]
just testing out to see if smaller posts work while im away from home. i never released this PPV back when i made it because i got too shy. i hope you can enjoy it now!!
sending you all my good thoughts and all my positive vibes!! take care of yourselves!!!