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I have a small gift for my subs coming up. Pumping for you now. Don't go far. Your gift will be in your inbox very soon.

So sweet! Come sit under this tree. I'll give you shade.

Busted knee...designated babysitter...my new years is about to come in differently than I expected. I am NOT complaining. I am so grateful everyday simply for existing and having awareness of self. Animals don't realize they ARE. They think In terms of instinct and survival. I love the fact that I can say "I AM", because that signifies that I am aware of my existence and being. (Yes, I love me some Elkhart Tolle). As the new year approaches, I'm committing to a REFINED schedule. Although my life has degrees of organization and direction, I am guilty of having loosely defined schedules. I really want to produce more milk. Not just to feed my hungry Papa's, but because having milk makes me feel like a powerful source of sustenance. It symbolizes and represents the amazing necessity of women. I think it's so fucking hot that my body just keeps on producing FOOD. Some of you guys would refer to me as a human cow, but to me, I'm a tree. I bare fruit from the roots and branches that stem from the Earth. Without the fruits of vegetation, human kind would cease to exist. Anyway, I'm rambling. Point is, I wanna water this plant on a schedule and really commit to my growth. Just like the farmer gets up every morning at Dawn, rather than feeding his livestock all willy nilly and randomly, I want to be able to dedicate a consistent schedule to my growth. So, as this year comes to a close, I am working on my dedicated schedule and I hope y'all keep me accountable to sticking to it. We gone' get these baby feeders full! As always and as with most everything in life, consistency is key. Once these damn kids return to school, I'm gonna play with a few new toys that I brought. I'm gonna lose my dildo virginity right here in front of you. I'm single, so I had to buy myself a penis. Heehee. I'm so excited to use it! And to explore my body while you watch and cheer me on. P.s. My bday is on the 2nd. I'll be 36. I'm mulling over 36 things I can give you in celebration. I'm a giver. It satisfies me to provide. Hmmm ....food fo

I hurt my knee. AGAIN. So stuck in bed today. Here is a lil milk. But since I'm stuck here, im gonna pump all day. Wanna see?

Found some naughty videos. It does get creamy sometimes.

I took these last week but was embarrassed by the afro I have in a headlock (aka my under arm hair). But I like these pics and Im shaved now, so I'm not so self conscious anymore. Would you still lay with me if my underarms looked like Don Kings hair? In Daycare when I was fucking 4 years old, this girl used to kick me and call me werewolf. She scarred me. Evil ass kid. I never teased anyone as a kid. I might have laughed about them but I always had enough conscience not to tease anyone. I was always aware of hurting people's feelings. Anyway, I'm smooth now. I feel better.

Come lay next to me and drink.

I love you

Fresh pussy in the shower

Starting Jan 1st, my pumping, nursing, and squirting sessions, will be on a strict schedule. Because asides from the fact that I want to make you happy and turn you on, my tatas have also returned back to their original size. I love my milky boobs. They're fuller, heavier, and my nipples are harder and more sensitive. I got so much progress and lost it all within a week because I haven't been milked. Consistency is key. Who is going to nurse me this month? I think I'm going to randomly choose one of my subs to nurse from me weekly each month. It's time to get down to business, and so I need you to drink from me as if you're starving for milk, so that my body knows it needs to produce more to feed the hungry baby. Food for thought. I'm mulling it over now and preparing for an intense January. I won't stop until Im making enough milk to fill you up. It won't be easy, but I know it will be worth it because my milk is so so sweet, and absolutely good for you. Either way, my milk NEVER goes away. The goal here is to produce more, but I'll always have SOMETHING. I'll always have milk for you papa. Sincerely, Your mommy

Just got out the shower.

I had to be really quiet because my family was in the next room. But you can hear how excited I am, can't you?

This is a sad sexy video. I'm sorry. I was so utterly devastated when I realized I wasn't recording because it was my best output since I started working on increasing my milk supply. I was SO excited and broke out into a celebratory dance. Was SO stoked. And then BAM...call me sexy Eyore I guess?; Because I wear my emotions all over my face and I am downright disappointed. Im sorry Papa. I'll keep trying if you'll stay and cheer me on. Uggh!!!!! Smacks forehead. It was beautiful. If a tree falls in a forest and no one is around to hear it, does it make a sound? I don't fucking know!!!! But my milk certainly squirted THREE squirts. Two giant, creamy, thick squirts that got all over my camera, and one baby squirt. But you weren't there to see it. So did it happen? Random, but this reminds me of that old tootsie roll commercial with the owl. "Mr owl, how many licks does it take to get to the center of a Tootsie roll pop?" Owl takes the lollipop and licks it. "One, two, thrreeeeee". Crunch. Narrator: How many licks does it take to get to the center of a Tootsie roll pop? The world many never know". Womp womp. Me sad. But not without hope and perseverance. We shall try again! But womp womp. Womp.

I had family come by UNANNOUNCED which I think is so rude. So I couldnt take any pics with my hovering family members. But we're gonna make up for that today. I haven't pumped in almost a week. I'm not sure what I have. But I wish you could nurse and help me. I want to feed you, but I need more milk to make sure you're full.

Hey papa. You know that bug going around? Did you get it too? Well, I didn't. But ALL 3 of my kids did. So that's where I've been. My boobs have been hurting like crazy. That's a good sign! Means my milk ducts are being activated more. This is me now. I want to see how much milk I have tonight. So don't go far please. P.s. I see your message. I promise I'll get back to you this evening.

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Throwback

Wanna see my kitty? Say yes mommy.....

Look how hard my nipples are. I wish you could smell me right now. I'm wearing Angel by Mueller. I love it. Go to Macy's and ask for a sample and then imagine smelling me next to you.

In bed. I have a new toy. Can you guess what it is?

My first wax. I'm ready to be licked now.

I got TWO squirts today! Sorry I've been MIA. But here is more milk for you papa.

More milk tonight? Don't fall asleep!

Not so much today, but I e been pumping it all out. I'm confident I'll have much more next week when my body has time to reproduce more.

Wish you were laying with me papa

Getting ready to see how much milk I have.

I guess mommy needs her beauty rest. I feel so much more refreshed.

I've been feeling under the weather the last few days. But I feel much better now! So here is Day 2. And look at this squirt! It's definitely reaching further. Next goal is 2 squirts. Can't wait till it's never ending squirts but I'm patient. I'll be able to feed you soon, I promise!

So I'm not feeling great today but here's me on a drunken night. I be lonely sometimes.