One year ago today, I entered a committed, monogamous relati..
Added 2022-05-29 11:12:01 +0000 UTCOne year ago today, I entered a committed, monogamous relationship with my partner. Not only did my private life turn upside down, my work approach changed too. As I finally had found someone who I could practice tantra with, experience real intimacy and combine sex with love - I was also able to teach you about all those beautiful things - with authenticity. Many of you know him from my videos, of which many I couldn’t have done without him. After being single for so many years, after the aftermath of sex work, after not wanting to work on my trauma but rather staying alone (to avoid it) I feel really, truly blessed to finally have found someone to share everything with. To happily sleep with the same man, who still excites me so much. More than anyone ever has. To never feel alone, nor lonely. I truly hope that all of you find a loving relationship as well, to experience all those things but most of all - intimacy. Which is what we all really crave. Whether it is for a lifetime and a short romance…. I am starting to understand the negative side effects of “fucking around” - they are plenty, from fake attachments that we form after one night stands, to STD’s or at least always worrying about them, to a very subtle energy exchange that happens with someone we don’t even know, maybe don’t even like. Knowing, that because I am experiencing this love and intimacy I am able to spread it through my work, is already unbelievably fulfilling. Today I am celebrating this love and I am so thankful I can forward the deep understanding and knowledge that comes from it, to you!
