Added 2024-04-06 18:49:15 +0000 UTC
Hi, don't know what to say. My life is kinda fucked up is a big way and I'm losing my mind. Can't do anything about it. Maybe one day it will get better but this is something like from sifi novell shit that newer happen irl. I'm very depressed, upset and very useless as my life and sorry to crash you dreams about my character being happy and positive all the time that is not how it is in real life for me now. Drama haha sorry not my fault and not yours. Sometimes closet is better than grave and sometimes grave is better then life. I don't wanna say somethings that can trigger someone and don't wanna talk about. Not trying to say bye but just a things that happening with me in my head. Be happy, do that, do this, fuck you, right? Idk, too tired of garbage life and people and myself being like that all the time fighting and never win a fight. I'm not overreacting no, it just what it is and how to stay alive and not .. . do stupid things and not thinking about it even I'm thinking about that a lot and obviously it didn't help much but makes worst. I can't control anything but being a fucking observer in own life and just watch how me shitty life become unstable and don't wanna watch it anymore and feel it all this crap that I have to suffer. So make yours cup of coffee as you prefer and I hope I will not disappears one day without saying anythings. I'm not talk much and that's sad, I should talk more. See ya. ☂️Fox blog
