Some pics from this past weekend with Kenzie :) I’m so sorry..
Added 2020-10-20 15:32:54 +0000 UTCSome pics from this past weekend with Kenzie :) I’m so sorry I didn’t post these earlier.
Sometimes I feel like this is some sort of bizarre diary, and you’ve probably noticed that in some of my posts, too, lol. I like to just hide down in the second paragraph so that it isn’t thrown in the face of anyone that doesn’t want to read it. Today I just need to write, so I’m going to do that. As you likely have gathered by now, I’m living at home currently. I am so, so grateful that I have the ability to and that my parents are okay with it. I fared better in this pandemic because of it and I’m lucky. However, I like to say that we’re all a little fucked up by our parents because it’s true - to some magnitude, everyone has at least an issue or two that stemmed from their parents. Mine are blowing up in my face right now, because I am back here and the direct cause of them is ever present again. So, this morning I thought I’d start looking at somewhere to move or just rent for a few months to get away and clear my head so that I can figure out what I want from life and how I’m going to try to get it. Because right now I am goal-less, ambition-less and that doesn’t pair well with depression. This is literally the definition of over sharing and my therapist is going to have a field day about it, but I’ve always been an oversharer.... hence, the posting of my nudes all over the internet..
Anyway, I love you, thank you for being so great. I might continue being a bit quieter these next few days as I try to get out of the swamp I’m in.
💙
