Sunshine Glow. An update on my New Year's resolution: st..
Added 2022-04-14 07:49:44 +0000 UTCSunshine Glow. An update on my New Year's resolution: still no masturbating! Sort of. A few times I broke down and did it but no vibrator, so I'm still counting it as a win. I'm feeling good. I feel less dependent on it for relaxation. And it's affected my desire for sex. I've been going weeks without even thinking about it. It's like I forget sex even exists. Which is honestly pretty great--I've been streaming so much! Getting so much done! I do get unbearably horny after hot tub streams because I see myself bouncing around in my bikinis, but otherwise it just doesn't come to mind. Oh and except when I interact with someone I'm interested in and suddenly it's on my mind again--what's different I guess is that my desire now is for GOOD sex not just any sex. I expect orgasms and will be severely disappointed if I don't achieve any. I feel no need to settle for average sex just to get laid. And my desire for sex is more dependent on having someone I'm attracted to in the picture. I'm interested to see how things change and develop from here.
