Hello. I'm gonna be open with you guys and talk for a minute..

Hello. I'm gonna be open with you guys and talk for a minute about my personal life and health. Over the past year I've been suffering from a multitude of symptoms, playing practitioner ping pong trying to find a cause for it all. I've seen a neurologist, orthopedic surgeon, physical therapists, cardiologist, and gynecologist trying to figure out the many different things plaguing my body. During the spring/summer things got pretty bad. My neurologist found multiple cysts in my spinal cavity that may need to be surgically removed and my c6-c7 discs in my spine may need to be surgically removed and replaced as well. Because of these findings, I had to quit my current job (I had been waiting tables at bars for years) due to the physical demand. I can't even wash the dishes for longer than a few minutes without my spine feeling like it's literally crushing itself, because it kind of is. I attempted to look for jobs that would require less of me physically, but with my only real work experience being in food service and retail, desk jobs didn't want to hire me. I didn't have the experience they wanted me to have. Disability coverage is out of the question because I do onlyfans. Unfortunately to make matters worse, my insurance company has refused to cover the MRI scans I need, saying they aren't medical necessary even though I have multiple doctors requesting the same tests. This is why almost 3 months later I am still waiting for a treatment plan. My doctors are working to get these tests approved but in the mean time I am going broke. This is my only line of income at the moment. I am struggling tremendously and I am only being kept afloat by the people around me who love me enough to help support me. But the emotional toll that is taking on me is far too great. I need to feel like I am contributing. I ask you guys to consider tipping, ordering customs, or just buying premades if you can afford to. I really need the support or I will lose my apartment. I hate to ask for the pity but honestly I'm not in a position where I have much of a choice. I appreciate your support so so much and I love you all. 💕