cybersofty

I don't want to make this post too long, but I definitely ..

Added 2022-10-01 09:42:07 +0000 UTC

I don't want to make this post *too* long, but I definitely feel there are a at least a couple things needing to be addressed or at least acknowledged- I'm going to try to and that as best and genuinely as I can! Life's been confusing. These last few weeks I found myself wracked with a lot of feelings; mainly that I wasn't really feeling like myself trying to get in front of the camera, but also being overwhelmed by poorly managed obligations and a fear that I would really start to see this, something I started more or less for fun, as a stressful job or chore. Naturally I did the only logical thing and disappeared with 0 notice for over a month... Joking. About the logical part, anyway. I want to stop all these negative cycles of mine, especially the over-promising that leads to under-delivering with content. So while I absolutely am going to continue posting, from here going forward I'm **not** going to be taking customs or requests that I'm not sure I'm comfortable with. And I've got a ways to go mental health wise, but I've at least made what I consider to be a pretty dedicated effort as far as self care recently. :) I'm going to offer a few different things to try and do what I can in terms of making up for the lost time so many of you have paid for, but I don't want it to be overlooked in this jumble of words I've already typed so I'm going to give more info on that next post. Thanks for reading 🥳✨