So I don't know what my schedule is gonna be like for the ne..
Added 2021-02-02 01:33:31 +0000 UTCSo I don't know what my schedule is gonna be like for the next few days, at least. My mom's health is shifting day by day--it's hard to tell how much longer she'll be alive. Meanwhile, the intense pain in my tooth from this weekend suddenly went away, so I saw the dentist--yep, the nerve in my tooth that I got a filling in almost a year ago has somehow completely died. So I'm scheduled to get a root canal ( ) on wednesday, and matthew will have to take a half day at work to babysit during. But my mom's health is so precarios like I said, that she may well have an emergency before or during my root canal. Which is gonna fuck me babysitting-wise, if Matthew has to take her to the ER. My dad is home all the time, but he breaks into panic attacks at the slightest provocation, so he can't be relied on to babysit. I asked my next door neighbor and she said she can barely handle her own kids. I don't know anyone else I trust enough to do it, even without worrying about covid. I admit my concerns for Topless Topics are pretty nill right now...I have several videos recorded already that I just need to edit, but I'm so tired and emotionally wrung out that I can't really summon the energy to work on them. Perhaps I can get some hours into it tomorrow or before my root canal ( ) on wednesday. We'll see how it goes. Anyway, that's it for now...IDK what my schedule will be for a while, but I'll do my best to keep you all notified <3
