Being as fat as I am it is really hard to fit in places. At ..
Added 2023-08-27 08:02:37 +0000 UTCBeing as fat as I am it is really hard to fit in places. At this point in my life I have to be cautious about how much room I take up. This means booking two seats on a flight, getting an Uber XL because I don’t fit in every car, and even having to research the parking and seating situation at restaurants because of walking and if I’ll fit. I recently went out to lunch which was impromptu and because I didn’t have much time to get ready I didn’t have time to look anything up. That being said I was absolutely mortified when we walked into the restaurant and the only seating they had in the entire place was booths. Not to mention they were bolted down to the ground so they were not moving to accommodate my size. I was so embarrassed. I had my purse in front of my while my belly was spilling onto the table. I also couldn’t scoot in any further than I did because I was afraid I wouldn’t be able to get out so my thigh was really spilling out of the booth. And everyone noticed. I caught the table across from us taking glances. My server looked every single time she came over, and the other employees walked by and took notice as well. I normally handle public situations really well because I am proud of my fat, but the people I was with and the stares I was getting left me feeling quite embarrassed. It is safe to say I’ve completely outgrown 95% of booths in America and that’s insane! It really puts in perspective just how much fatter I am than the rest of the population. Like sure fat people exist, and there’s a lot, but to be a super fat, that’s next level, and I’ve hit that next level and I’m way fatter than I ever thought I’d be!
