Long awaited but very quick moment The Mistress liked my vi..

Long awaited but very quick moment

The Mistress liked my video presentation!
But above all, and this is what pleased me most, my commitment to the task was appreciated. I think that every task, even the one that seems simplest or most insignificant, must be returned to the Mistress so that it is worth using Her time, and is not just the satisfaction of a need of the slave.

We are the instrument of Her entertainment, not vice versa!
It took me a long time to understand this, I will always thank those who taught me and made me understand.

Unexpected, really, the prize also arrived for me. I am granted a cum!
On the "only" condition of using 2 fingers and not the entire hand, because what cannot be called a penis does not need a hand. And there's nothing to stroke at the end of the day.

Wow! It's certainly not a bad surprise, and between the excitement accumulated in recent days and the video that the Mistress sent me, the desire now is great.
But no running to the bathroom to masturbate. I'm Birdy, I'm a girl.
And I would like to be a good girl, and do it in a prepared way and with a certain style.

After asking permission to avoid hand contact with my clitty and use the magic wand instead, I started to prepare myself.
Personal collar and necklace with the Mistress' name of course, first of all.
Then nice roomy women's panties to keep the clitty at bay.
Finally pink and black fishnet lingerie, because I didn't want to be all naked.
Kneel position with legs slightly open, always on the open boxes on the ground.
One hand behind my back, the other holding magic wand.

I restarted the video of my Mistress on my laptop, to feel Her presence in front of me.

Then I pointed a camera at myself and start recording, in case the Mistress is interested in seeing this moment.

Let's start. OMG, definitely short moment. Maybe less than a minute of vibrating the magic wand and I've already released.
What a shame. I feel the drops of cum run through my underwear, and drip onto the cardboard.

The refractory period takes over, along with a sense of guilt.
I enjoyed it, yes, but I feel selfish.
I need to analyze this feeling better.